My thoughts , my life journey...

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Hey guys,i had changed my blog to http://josephinegoh.multiply.com

Please change your link..thank you very much!=)

posted @ 7:59 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007

This is Tim,the mischevious boy!Dont see him like see,his gf is HOT!

This is Yan ming,from China.Her bf is handsome wor..

cuties!!!

1b03's angels!haahaa..nadia lookin cute here

my sweetieee pie izyan..love her lots

the 3 hot chicks!hahaa..
Monday is here again,a week pass after a week.How time flies!This is a last week for 1b03.Sob sob.I dont want!I love my humble and sweet classmates a lot!During break,all of us were so engrossed in our conversations,everyone seems so happy!

Oh yes,today we got back our coursework results.OB i got C+,argh so dissapointed.But marketing i got an A!!!Only 3 got an A and 1 of them is me.muhaha.Marketing ROCKS!I can forsee myself as a marketing manager already.hmmm...SIAO!nono,that's not my dream!My dream is to be a TAI TAI,remember?hahaha.

After school,Wei wen sent us home.haha it was a nice and fun journey home especially when Tim is around.He was always giving wrong directions to Wei wen and he had to U-turn so many times.We girls are all so noisy.haha.And shockingly,I just realised Tim was staying the next block of mine only.So coincidence man!

sigh,im missing 1b03 le..ok i wanna sleep already.Later must study already..night night...

ps.blogger is sucks..im hating it..i cant post as many pictures as i want..i will change blog soon..arghh!!!

posted @ 4:36 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

My day with dear today was pretty fun. We went swimming together!Dear seems so good in everything.When he swam like one lap already,i had just covered less than half of it.He said i swam the wrong way,he tried teaching me but to no avial.I still swim my old way.haha.Then we went to the jacuzzi,just the 2 of us.I like there cos it's quiet and peaceful,it seems like the world only belong to the both of us.lying in his arms in the water made me felt cosy,i just wish time will be a standstill.

After swimming, we went to shop for his slippers.Many told me that they were envy of my sweet loving relationship but actually we gone through rough times too.Take for example today,while shopping the both of us were kinda pissed off with each other words.It wasnt like this in the past.I guess it's because you had known the person for too long so you tend to take things for granted.

Sometimes i felt that he has changed but after thinking through,it's is not that he has changed,it is just him,his true self.As they say,when you know a person for long,their true colours will reveal.(Im not refering to him only,me,myself too.)I really miss the shy old us when the both of us just wouldnt dare to say or do what we really feel like.And one thing for sure,you will treat him/her like gem and i really mean gem.He will calls you everyday,listens to every words you say,talk in a soft spoken voice,make sure you sleep before he does, and etc that will make you feels that you mean everything to him.It;s not that he had not been treating me well recently,he still does but some things somehow changes.I know it's impossible to return back to the honeymoon period whereby everything seems like fairytale cos everyone got to live up to the fact that each of us are bound to have friction with one another if you are together for long.So i should stop myself from looking back and hoping he will return back to that state cos its so so impossible.

Looking at him dozing off my bed now brought back lots of fond memories that i shared with him.The day he held my hands,the first kiss we had,the many times of "i love you" he said a day,the time when he will wait for me before and after work,buying fish bee hoon from changi village,cookingg cabbage soup together and so on...

Valentine's day is coming and im looking forward to it cos i got a pretty pretty present ready for him.It took me many days and night to complete it..but i know it's all worthwhile.

Okay,i want to hug him to sleep already..hehe goodnight people..

posted @ 1:33 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

Splendid day!Today was a simple yet eventful day.hehe.Today i was supposed to join my class to three of my classmates birthday celebration but i changed my mind.Cos i was having a slight flu last night and my period was killing me.I felt extremely uneasy.Besides that,my wallet was left with a few cents only.The kind Jlai and Izyan darlings wanted to lend me money but in the end i still decided not to go because i dont want to owe people money.It's not nice.Thanks anyway,im sure u all did enjoyed..=(

So i decided to go to dear dear's house and give him a surprise since he gave me 3 surprises in a row.muhaha thanks God he was at home.Coincidentally while i was waiting for a bus to his house,ah tal and mk saw me and they called me.So i decided to meet dear dear than meet them together.So after eating dear's mum yummy congee,we went to meet them.After chatting with them for awhile,ah tal and i decided to walk to Punggol sec to see how the sec4s and 5s fare for their olevels this year.I was so anxious to know about ah mui's english result too and thanks God she passed..=)Then upon reaching the school,we saw so many familiar faces,ms lee,mr yeo,mr han,mr wu,mrs lim and so on...and also the BITCH!She's a poor thing cos none of us went to approach her for a chat,oh man she must be missing her nasi babi.OMG,am i evil?Oh,who cares?Hmph,who ask her to scold ah tal and i infront of the whole class last time and tell tales about me to other teachers.f*ck u BITCHHHH!!!

So happy to see Mr yeo too.He had became a relief teacher already.Things changed so much after we left.Actually we are the one whom had changed a lot la..haha all grown up.ah tal and i saw quite a number of our choir juniors and i bet they must be thinking wah these 2 girls still best friend ar,always sticking in school together.haha.We both never changed,still as KPO as last time.We also saw mrs lim,our history teacher.At first i was so afraid that she will comment on my dyed hair and called me "hiao"(vain) but instead she said we are beautiful.haha and the first thing she said when she saw dear was "don't sleep in class ar!" haha so cute lor.I still remember during history,dear always doze off without fail and he always got scolded by Mrs Lim.Dear is really so adorable.

We actually wanted to eat our favourite Szechuan soup but too bad the canteen stalls are all closed.It was dear's favourite too.haha talking about food,dear dear is now influenced by me,everything that he eat also must add chillis.'sama sama'(same in Malay) ar..haha..sama good so in the future we marry will be 'pas de probleme'(np in French).Oh im mad,i think im too happy today.

Okay i think i had blogged to much..all i wanna say is i miss my old school,i miss the teachers,i miss my clique,i miss the food,i miss the enviroment and i miss my DEARRRR....hehe okay bye bye...

posted @ 8:55 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

SEXYYYY!!!Christina Milian is such a hottie!I'm so into her now.She has some similarities with Rihanna.ohhh...look at her body.I adore her!when can i be like her???She is like so close to perfection.OMG..even im drooling..haa

posted @ 3:08 PM

Just checked my exam timetable and hell knows,IT'S COMING!!!oh dear,i better start bucking up and do some revisions already.Had been lagging back too much.Shit shit shit,i shall bear with the exam stress just for this last time.I hate mugging la,it causes my hair to turn white.

Im getting really worry for my brother, there seems to be something wrong with his health,arghh i really hope there isnt anything.I always believe kind people will meet more mishaps than any others,God please prove me wrong!Im worried for myself too.I have not been taking care of myself.My diet is not stable,one day i will eat a lot(i really mean a lot!) and the next day i just dont eat and it continues like that since a month ago when i used food to forget about my troubles.No one can help me,the strongest enemy is myself,i must defeat this with strong willpower but it is so hard.I think if this goes on,my body is going to shut down.Sigh,i want to consult this problem to someone but most of them will just don't think this is a big problem,they will just tell me to return back to my usual diet but they dont understand that it's very difficult.I need a lot of encouragement.

I dont know why im always having headaches too.I need some rest now.Good bye for now.=(

posted @ 2:19 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Viola viola!!!Je suis fatigue!I had just finished doing the dialogue for my french test tomorrow and now i have yet to memorise it.Oh my god,im so tired!!!

Today jlai treated me lunch because he lost our french paper and i have to redo it all over again.haha poor him,not only he has to blanja me,he has to blanja ah ting too.Deserve him right!He also loves to eavesdrop on girl's talk.Today really had a great chat with ting and shawna.I love girl's talk.It's like you got endless stuffs to say.

I went for Accounts lecture today.Surprising huh?Dear kept pursuading me to go for all my lectures and not to dissapoint him,i went but i was late!haha.Sigh,i sat at the front all by myself,so pathetic,hate siting alone and i hate mr Ooi who called me to answer his question within the whole lecture hall.It's so embarassing if i answered wrongly.When i talk he calls but when im quiet he also calls!!!I think i have really changed.In sec school,im always hoping my teachers will call me to answer their questions but now i just hope i could just hide at one corner where they would not notice me.

After school, i rushed home to change into a sports wear because im meeting dear to gym.yay!!!now i have the card to my aunt's condo.I need not go through my aunt already.hehe thanks dua yi!I can swim,exercise,play tennis or squash...i must bring ah tal there soon.I love to swim with her.haha.oh ya,today exercise was quite okay.Dear was like my personal trainnee who guides and coaches me in the different equiqment to use.i had learnt quite a lot from him.He is my fit fit dearie..hehe.my mr hulk!hahaha.so funny!I think im starting my PMS le,today i was easily irritated by my parents and him.Sorry huh..must understand me,i think my da yi ma coming liao.

Just now while watching the 7pm show with dear.He said my character seems similiar to Felicia chin who acted as Yo yo in the show.Haha i think its really alike.Her boyfriend has to give in to her nasty temper all the time and she will just brighten up if her bf bought something for her.Today,both of them broke up because she felt that they were actually incompatible but in fact i feel that it's the difference of their career paths that caused a change to their relationship.While watching,i thought of dear and i.We are able to talk anything under the sun now but in the future will we ever be the same?We both may pursue different dreams and the level of thinking will soon change.Im so afraid that this day will come cos i really hope that he will be the one to walk the aisle with me one day...I so so love my boyfriend..sigh

ok crap too much again.i want to sleep already.Tomorrow then continue to memorise.nights!

posted @ 12:26 AM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

ooo..pretty ladies..hehe

ah tal hate her chicken wing arms..muhaha

lai lai,hao jie mei,qing yi ge ma!muacks..

this is dear's twin sister,chio ma?i applied the make up for "her" de..
Yay!!!No more bad hair days for me.My hair is back to the normal condition,pretty colour and smooth.haha.

On Friday,we went to ah mui's sister chalet.Quite an enjoyable day.Supposed to stay there overnight but tal & i kinda miss our bfs so we went home instead.Dear and mk came to pick us up.By the way it was summer's birthday.Whao,she has lots of friends,most of them were punggolites.Dear seems so popular,everywhere he go,people knew him.Tal,mui and i went to have Ben & Jerry ice cream too.it's super duppee yummy,must try!!i Love the chocolate one most.

Then after dear sent me home and after i had bathe and washed up,i dont know what went into me and i called dear to say good night.It's like i dont usually call him when i wanna sleep but ironically the night i called,something bad happened.Dear met with an accident and he didnt tell me when i called him.I knew he doesnt want me to be worry but at least he should had told me earlier.Sigh,it was yesterday when he picked me up from the salon then i knew about it.When i saw the bruises and cut on his legs,my heart sank.I was furious yet scared.I gave him a cold shoulder that night.I know it's cruel but i just hate it when he dont seems to care about his life and im really afraid that one day he might leave me.Im not afraid of his riding skills but im afraid of the reckless people on the road.Dear lord,please protect him against any harm!

Anyway i love Saturdaysss,cos its the day when dear will leave all his time for me.muhaha and now he is asleep on my bed..alright,i need to ciao,i must go church later i promise...AND I LOVE MY NEW HAIR!!!!!lalala...

ps.wah bastard blogspot,everytime only can post pictures halfway.shall post the other photos next time.knn lor!!!!arghhh!

posted @ 2:02 PM

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

wo de zui ai!

my jewellary case

ta dah!!my hidden necklace..=)
TIRED!Extremely!Today did the finishing of econs project but i didnt really do much cos i got no idea how to do.Thanks God,the bright wan teng helped me out,xie xie ni!

After that i rushed straight home cos dear was at my house already.I can't wait to see him.Then when i reached,he told me to look for a gift and it ended up hidden in the refrigerator where i kept the box of chocolates.Unfortuanately,he saw it.But he is so sweet la!He bought me another precious moment jewellary box with a heart-pendant necklace in it.See my an an,getting the kick already,not a boring,unromantic fellow already.hahaha.But sadly,he doesnt seem to appreciate my gift cos he said food eat already then shit out,not memorable.But but..i thought guys like their gf to do such things?Initially i was quite upsat about it but never mind,the most i do other things the next time round.=(Then we started chatting on the bed again,i just love those little chats with him.We again recapped on our past few months and shared with each other on our likes and dislikes towards one another so that we can work towards our flaws and improve the relationship even further.

dear,merci!!!Je t'aime...

posted @ 11:55 PM

Firstly,stuffed all the chocolates and decorative materials inside.

Secondly,the words of love...

lastly,sealed it will the pretty wooden lid.

Oh gosh, i slept at 5a.m this morning because i was rushing thru my damm project but i still left with an article cos deserve me right for not attending the lectures!Other then projects, i helped dear to edit his slideshows as well and i did something sweet for him for our 5th month.I did some chocalates.Daddy was so evil,he claimed that my chocalates are inedible but after tasting one,he said not bad.I was relieved!I love doing something foody because i believe that the way to a man's heart is to fill his stomach.haha.Knowing that he doesnt likes super duppee sweet stuffs,i did dark chocalates mixed with biscuits.I can't wait to give him and i hope he likes it.

In the past, whenever i did something out of my own effort,i will require a return like i will asked myself if he/she deserved what i had done or what i did equals to what he/she had done for me.Thinking back,i felt selfish.You know what good deeds or something nice that you had did,you should not demand anything in return.

I also believe that God is actually quite fair to most people except those really pathetic people living on the other side of the universe.If you had gained something,you will definately lose something and vice versa.Life has been twisting here and there for me but he entered my world just before everything went berserk,is it coincidental or God just bestow him to me to go through the storm with me?I really wonder if he wasnt by my side all these while,what will i had become of?A mad girl?Or a girl that just cooped herself in the room and cried all day comtemplating sucide?

To sum it all up,im just thankful for the many months he had been with me for all this while and for being my bestest friend.

Happy 5th month!

posted @ 11:56 AM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

This is my creativity corner,guess how many pairs of earrings i have?

Checking out my new mirror.

See the pink lamp at the back,so pretty right?It's from dear.

Ok,this has nothing to do with anyting.

This is the red bag i had been eyeing on for months!

This is the heels im talking about.nice nice?
Arghh im so stress now,i f*cking dont know how to do the econs article.Now i end up resorting to cam-whoring.muhaha.I realised my blog has been too wordy recently so i shall reward my avid readers with pretty pictures of my new home and some of my newly bought stuffs.It took me a week to consider my home to be a home.I'm such a spoilt child!Err,but i know the pictures are not entirely all on my home,you know you need a pretty model like me to accompany it so...ok i admit im a narcissist.haha=p

posted @ 12:19 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

This is a drawing done by Phua An Qi,"artistic" isnt she?haha..bestie bestie,thank you!
Today is such a bagus day!muhaha.I guess the cheerful josephine is back.Today i was out shopping for my new year clothes.So now you know,if you want to make me happy,spend money on me!hahaha.

Today no marketing tutorial also.whoo,no more Monday blues.Daddy was so stingy,he gave me 26dollars to buy my clothes.What shit!26 can buy what?Sigh never mind la.I will remember who is sincere in buying me things and who is not.Then i met bay bay in town.Actually wanted to get a dress in forever21 but it is over my budget so i went to This fashion instead.Oh my God,I bought a dress for only 19.80.So cheap!I also bought a pair of white heels.ARghh..so chio.keke.I cant wait to wear and show dear how pretty i am in those newly bought stuffs.

Valentine's day is coming and i had thought of something already but it shall remain as secret for now.haha.Woo,3 more days and and it's our 5th month but Im not looking forward to it cos im looking forward to our 1 year instead.

Sigh,yesterday i was so pissed off with my parents.They went to unpack my stuffs.They even threw the present my ex student gave me.Imagine how sad i am.Even till now i nagged at them for touching my stuffs.Sometimes i wonder if daddy really loves me or he is just afraid that when he grow old there will be no one to support him so he finds all ways to win my heart.He always seems to push all the blame to mummy if something went wrong.And my poor mum complains about my dad all the time but still leaves food for him during the night.Is she stupid or she just love him too much?

Anyway,i shall not think too much.I cant wait for the chalet these weekends with my pretty Glitz.I pray that ah za can stay.She is such a poor thing!Parents are weirder than mine.Sigh.Oh ya,my econs project are still not touch,im dead meat.I will have to burn the midnight oil tonight.Ok good night for now!

I miss him..

posted @ 9:39 PM