Just had a phone conference with ah mui and za.haha i like conferencing,so funny,it always makes me laugh talking to them.oh dear,the girl from power demo called us and say some of our stocks are missing.almost freak me out,i thought we have to pay the remaining.haha.im so happy,im not working at bedok anymore!!hehe..went to hougang point to look around with my mum.sigh,my mum starts her nonsense again.she started to grumble about the bitch and my dad saying that they often go there.i tried to stop her as i dont want to hear this unhappy things again but instead she scolded me and said im a bad daughter and im always on my dad's side.WTH!!!what she expect me to do?help her to murder that bitch??i nearly landed myself and my best friends in a hot soup when i was in sec3 and i dont wish to ruin my future anymore just because of satisfying my mum.she never changed,i really dont know why she still cant let go of this,its over!i know its painful that the bitch wrecked our family but since they are already over,we should look forward to the future and not looking back to the past.God,please help my mum to get over my dad.i dont wish to be reminded of my sad past,my broken family.also,heal ah mui pimples as soon as possible.i think its driving her nuts now.haha.i know the feeling,you just dont feel like facing the world.oh ya,i like Renfred from campus superstar now.i think he looks dammmm cute!!!and i think he resemble davin..haha dont know i feel that way,maybe is the eyes la,both small small one.sigh,im craving for chocalates again,i feel like eating hershey white chocalates now.wanna sleep already...hope i dream of chocalates tonight...hehe
posted @ 10:05 PM
Just finished with my exercise and right now trying to cool down before i head to my bath.just read desi's blog and im so touched that my eyes are watery now.ai ren,really thanks a million for being there despite we rarely meet up now.dont worry about me,i sleep very well now.remember if you are upsat or anything just give me a ring,i promise i will be there for you.hehe and im glad that you have a very good butch of friends beside you,enjoy your suntanning this sat!!!hehe.hmm..its getting pretty bored nowadays,other than shopping i really don't know what else can i do.having a bf can be a disadvantage and advantage,sometimes i see a couple walk pass i just feel like strangling them arghhh!!!stop being intimate infront of me!!haha.just hope i can faster enter poly and make more friends.actually im afraid of what kinda friends i will mix with,i hope they will be like ah mui.hahaha but my dad says mix with studious type are better so i wont flunk my exams.insane,i will die of boredom.ai ya whatever la,leave my fate in god's hand.sigh,i think this year is really a bad year for dragon,ah mui is so cham,her face keep giving her problems while my skin kept giving me problems.now i must drink those yucky herbal drinks to cool down my body heat.really what a swey year!today i went to my childhood friend's house and i ate more than i should eat.im so guilty now!i think im pretty consious about what i eat now,i even take sugarless soyamilk!!i really have no time to waste already,1 more month and school is gonna start soon.anyway hope my diet plan won't fail again,since i could endure for a week,im sure i could endure for another 4 weeks."aZa AzA" Josephine!!!:) must think of the pretty clothes you would wish to wear..think think think...
posted @ 10:00 PM
im so exhausted now!i stand for like about 8hours,toes hurts real bad.ah mui and i were so bored there,we thought there would be many people but its is fewer then we expected.many doesnt know about this redemption tingy.we called both of our mum to come.angel and i took 10 bottles home,we were so greedy.haha but its free what,who cares?haha.i met Eliza,she is really a nice person to chat with but she kept teasing me and davin,making me so embarassed.oh ya,im so shocked that she told me about Gabriel,gabriel's best friend,Glenn actually told her about us.i mean i don't know her at all and suddenly she know so many things about me.sigh,she was saying how Glenn told her that gabriel liked me a lot and we nearly got together after the Nlevels.oh shit,i think i really did broke his heart.anyway,just hope he will forget about me and find a better girl.im sucks,really sucks!then we chatted for about an hour there.haha great to know her!during break time,ah mui and i went to walk around and blush is having a sales.so cheap,haha and i bought 1 of it.sheer romance one are cheaper and i like the diamonds on the strip but i had no time to buy.actually i wanted to follow angel and her family to ktv but i was really tired so i went home with my mum and her friends instead.angel is so funny,kept insisting that someone go home with me after i said i dont want to go,thats so sweet of her.i really hope i will have a chance to work with her again.:)
posted @ 10:59 PM
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Went for the training today,wah that patrick didnt told us that we just need to work for 1 day but also good la i can go to church.before we went there,ah mui and i met at cp and she ate pizza but i resist all temptation.haha so proud of myself.:p i bought myself a black pointed shoes already.then we bumped into ah seng's brother.he is so cute...just feel like pinching his cheecks.haha and he followed us around cp.so funny he even want to follow us to our training.i guessed he must be real bored at home and he asked us to address him as fei fei,so adorable right?i kept calling fei fei, fei fei..haha.he seems that he is scared of ah seng but ah seng is a good brother.he cares for him a lot.haha.i like such caring brother just like my own brother,so sweet!hehe.ai yo that ah za so blur men,she didnt know we are meeting her today,she thought it was tommorow.luckily she rushed down in time.im so excited for tml,can work with my dear ah mui.hehe.anyone wanna get a free johnson baby lotion??its a large one you know?just bring down a old bottle of other brands lotion to TM watson and i will exchange with you a new product of johnson.so nice and its free.what a great deal isnt it?hehe.the whole journey,ah mui was complaining about her pimples,hello mui,i also come out a lot recently lor and there's a bloody big one on my nose.sigh,what i can i do,just wait for it to heal.i hate puperty!!!giving us so much problems.oh ya,i heard from a schoolmate that one of her classmate actually gave birth to a baby boy at a tender age of 16!!!!my god!!!i was astonished to hear that,no wonder she kept putting on weight whenever i saw her in school.and bloody hell the guy that did that to her ran off!!!bastard leh...felt so sorry for her and i really took my hat off her.she is so brave!anyway hope she and her son will be happy and fine,thats all!gtg..bye
posted @ 9:17 PM
im back again,its so boring!!!sigh,my rashes are back again,i really feel so helpless now,don't tell me yesterday nightmare was a sign.i had a bad dream last night that my body tremble.i dreamt that many big bugs were attacking me biting up my body.i kept crying in my dream but no one helped me.its so freaking scary!someone please save me!!!:( anyway i make a new friend today,haha actually i know her la but we didnt talk much in school until i saw her at wlny.she is my junior and i remembered her as being fashionable.the kind of friend that i like to mix with.even her cliques are fashionable too,same as mine.hahaha then we exchange number and she actually said that she wanted to be my friend long ago and she said because im one of the few girls in punggol to have a great fashion taste.haha we shared the same sentiment.its great knowing her!we actually chatted a lot of things about fashion and seventeen is also her fav mag!i found another shopaholic friend and thats cool.hehe.i chatted with my pri4 best friend,Adeline too and we plan to go out after her exams.she is really pretty and sweet.its good to catch up with old friends.hmm..thinking back i had stayed in sengkang for 8 years.so many fond memories.i miss my primary and secondary school and also my church friends but i have to shift soon.sigh and god knows i have no idea where i will be staying.my dad said it could be jurong or anywhere,you cant make the decision yourself.thats ridiculous!this year seems to be a turning point in my life.haizz..its ok,maybe God is teaching me to be mature,independent,i cant always have my own way.but i hope my dear friends here wont forget about me...
posted @ 10:02 PM
Yesterday slacked at home all day.i felt really restless maybe its due to the monthly period thing but i did pushed myself to do 30mins of stairs climbing.i don't want to remain a couch potatoe.haha.ohh,heard the news yesterday,one of our well-respected minister passed away.its sounds pretty sad.i have a sudden urge to visit his wake at the parliament house but i guess no one would be interested.oh,never mind.im just crapping.haha.hmm..quite sad to hear that davin's computer had broke down which means i cant chat with him online for a few days,anyway "aZa AzA" for his exams.haha bumped into my ex tution teacher and she is really crazy,she went to add davin in msn.omg!haha.i thought she was joking.haha.well,its ok la.she just said that davin is kinda cute.anyway,i hope he quickly fix his computer.i reactivate my wlny account and i kinda miss the feeling of loggin in and loggin out,as well as the memories of the past.sigh,i shall not brood about it anymore,i cried easily.im getting more and more excited to work this coming weekends because i have ah mui's accompany and of course get my pay.i want to go for a retail therapy again.i just can't stand shopping without having any single penny in your pocket,its just feel sad.i need money for my internet bills too,its going to cut off soon if i don't pay.i read the news and it said that there will be a so called "curfew" for teens below 18 if they were seen loitering around after 11pm,they will call their parents.i mean it might be a good idea to prevent those juvenile cases but i think teens need freedom too.thanks god im going to hit 18.haha.omg,im craving for chocalates now but i cant binge on it...haha oh ya i chatted with ah cheong yesterday about guys liking what kind of girls,basically there are 2 kindsi presumed,we name it the "soya sauce: and "chilli padis".haha.though ah cheong may sounds a little pervertic,he actually perfers soya sauce girls like wan yi my classmate.haha.he like those decent and innocent kind that will not go against his bidding.he said that chilli padi girls are too hot for him to handle.haha.the whole conversation was so funny.he actually told me that one of his ex student actually sent him a video of himself and his ex gf doing that *tingy*,what a fu*king JERK!!!broke up with the girl and expose his video to a teacher.i hate such guys,i hope lightning will strike him soon!girls have dignity and pride too,how could he bear to hurt them.Anyway,we girls should protect ourselves if not you will regret.Gonna go for a training again for sat and sun work tommorow.will catch up with you again diary!!ciao!hehe
posted @ 1:21 PM
Today i went to an interview with my mum and mui at raffles place.mui n i were so happy because this coming saturday we will be working together,it is the first time!hehe but next week onwards we will be working alone promoting colgate toothbrush and toothpaste.omg,the briefting lasted for about 3hours,i almost doze off.haha but we were given a uniform,we will be wearing a dentist coat.i just tried it on and i think i looked nice.:Plike a nurse!the salesperson say must look "PROFESSIONAL"!!which means i cannot wear all my accessories.so stupid!but never mind the pay is very attractive,im getting rich again.haha.but i hated NTUC,must work till 9pm,sigh,so late,i hope im posted to either carefour or giant,at least they are not so strict and troublesome.then after that we went to bugis to walk for a little while,i bought a top again,im insane le...my POSB card must be confiscated if not my bank will run dry sooner or later.we took a neoprint together,quite nice la!i don't know what's wrong with the song in my blog,suddenly dissapear.haizz i love the song so much.im yawning now,so tired already...sweet dreams!!
posted @ 12:06 AM
haiz diary im having problem trying to sleep again...it's so irritating trying to toss around in bed and getting to sleep.i really dread night now!!i guess my sleepless night is due to him,i cant deny that i still do miss him a lot,hoping he is lying beside me now.that's ridiculous i know but im trying hard not to think about it.i cant let this continue,it is killing me.during day my mind is totally clear and im happy but when nightfall im like a changed person.maybe i should try to sleep at 10 so that i will toss around for 1hr then i can get to sleep,maybe thise method will work.i really hope i will get over him as soon as possible,the sleepless nights are really unbearable,im sleepy yet my mind still doesnt wants to switch off...God,please help me to get over this quickly....haizz...
posted @ 1:34 AM
Today my mummy taught me to play majong,whao actually it's not as difficult as i thought but im so blur,keep asking my mum to repeat.today she cooked 3 kinds of vergetables for me,i ate until so full,i think dietary fibre makes a person full very quickly.then we went to the vary nice kopitiam there for a walk then i happen to walk pass a clinic and i went to see my face.i wanted to get my pimple cream at the clinic downstairs but they are not taking in that product anymore and im getting worried because i had not been applying.so my mum told me to see the doctor,the doctor is very friendly and nice.he says im too exaggerating,my face has just a few pimples only and i go.actually i just want to get the cream la but never mind its good to hear from a doctor.so he didnt prescribe me anything but asked me to go to the pharmacy and buy oxy 5 and a cleanser so i went cp with my mum.hehe,he is such a wonderful doctor right,he says oxy5 is cheap and yet proven to be good so he dont want me to buy something expensive.this type of doctor is worth to be praise,i hate doctors that just wanna earn money and not because they are passionate about their job.thumbs up for this doctor Tan Kwang.:) Then we walked around cp for awhile,charles and keith is having a 50% sales,sigh but i just bought a pair of shoes so i cant buy.sad...tommorow im going to an interview with my mum and mui.i dont really like being a promoter,such a boring job but i got to think of the money,i need it for poly!!!so i must bear with it...hehe got to go..gd nitezz..
posted @ 10:04 PM
today i finally return back to choir,it has been so long since i went.i get to see my desi ai ren today,missed her a whole lot.you know always before i go choir,im very scared to see the conductor's wife.she is so damm bloody sarcastic.i always try to put on my smile when i see her but its really tiring to fake a smile.you know she thinks she is so damm perfect,whatever people wear or does she also wants to say.ok,if she is beautiful,i got no words to say but PLEASE!!!ai ren and i couldnt tolerate her,we will really mean.during the boring sermon,we quickly went to the toliet and start bad-mouthing her.i know we were mean but her character really sucks.when the priest said"prayed for your own intention",i was like praying in my mind"please change her,please God"hahaha.for the whole sermon,desi and i couldnt stop laughing.for heaven sake,i want to tell her that no matter what branded goods,Louis vuitton,gucci,burberry or whatever,it doesnt suits her at all,waste money only!!haha.her husband is so much more better.i know she is the da jie da there la everything also wanna control,but so what,who cares a damm.k la i shall stop complaining about her,just try to avoid her as much as i can.oh ya,the organist is so suave,he today asked me why i didnt came to choir for so long and my heart was like thumping because he is really damm good-looking.he looks like a korean actor.haha he has been my eye candy since the day he came and he says he is proud of me because i told him about my result,omg!!!stop it jose,stop it...haha.then i went to meet my uncle and aunt,sigh my chicken rice store is under a renovation so i can only eat other things.ok,got to sleep,good night!!!
posted @ 11:31 PM
Finally,i finished the full house VCD.It is so damm bloody nice!!i love it to bits.so funny yet so romantic.i like both leading actor and actress,rain and song hye gyo.Both are equally good looking!unlike love in paris,the actor looked like an uncle,make me lose interest.:P Song hye gyo who played as Ji en is so cute,she is stupid,lazy,messy and had a foul-tempered.rain always scolded her bird-brain.really so amusing!!i laughed non stop.actually this show is about a marriage that was made because of a contract then as both rain and ji en stayed together,they starts falling for each other.its is so funny seeing them bicker with one another,rain always shut ji en up by scolding her a bird,cuckoo or poultry,such a cute nickname.i love rain's smile,when he grin,his eyes looks really small,omg single eyelid guys are just so adorable!!!i love the last espisode,when rain starts kissing ji en,oh my heart just melts,so romantic and sweet.normally i prefer sad,soap opera dramas but this full house make me think otherwise.haha.i wanna watch the last espisode again,so nice!!!
posted @ 2:24 PM
I should be asleep by now but poor brandon called me to share his woes.bran,if another pimple popped out,i will hold you responsible ok?haha kidding.you know,it's always during the night when i am about to sleep,my mind will start reflashing back to the things that i had done in other words recollection.bran had some problem with tal.hey tal if you are reading it,i just want to let you know that being in love with someone or being loved by someone is not a coincidence things,it is fate.imagine zillions of people in this planet but this guy is the only one you fall in love with.you know i really envy you because you found a person that really cried for you,troubled over you and see a future in the both of you.a few months back you told me that im just wasting my time on a relationship that has no future but i didnt care as i was blinded by love.now i really know how important to look for in a relationship,not just loving each other until you are sick of one another but trying to love someone for life.oh hell,i sound so lovesick now.i hate nights now,getting me all so emotional.you know diary,i love reading blogs of girls that are in a relationship,the way they write their blog are so different from single girls.it is just so loving and making you feel like falling in love too.i particulaly like reading a pri sch fren of mine's blog.i dont know her well but her stories are really like fairytales.i just read hers and she wrote about how she met her bf and how her bf propose to her and did wonderful things for her during special occasions.ya..im envious,truly envious now.having a man loving you so much is extinct already.sigh..what can i do now?nothing just waiting for my prince charming.haha.anyway God,bless bran and crys to patch back...
posted @ 1:10 AM
Today i woke up at 11am and i quickly dressed up and went to meet my dear cousin,Karen.I was pretty excited because i missed shopping.she brought me to the new renovated wistma atria foodcourt,it is so nice,doesnt look like an ordinary dull foodcourt,they even have dimsum moving around and indian man selling the crackers.she ate the hokkein mee and it was such a long queue but very yummy.i will go there again.hehe.then we went to far east to shop,it has been quite awhile since i went there,like there so much,haha.im so happy that i actually bought many things today,i cant resist!!i bought a black top,a pair of heels and a crown belt.so cheap!!!actually i wana go hula & co to buy the belt but its insane,it costed 30,lucky i went upstairs and it cost half the price but i also like the other golden belt.i almost bought 2.sign of spendthiftness!:Pnever mind i will buy it when i got the money again.the new shop where i bought my black heels is so trendy,its abit similar to hula&co,i love that shop!i wanted to buy the handbag but i forgot,i will buy it when i go to my next shopping spree.i also saw another heels which has diamonds on it,so elegant but its too high.then we went to Zara,i like this season clothes,i bought 2 t-shirts there.i like the white top but its quite expensive so karen told me not to buy.actually zara casual clothes price are quite reasonable,unlike topshop,just one plain tshirt and it cost even more then zara printed tee.mango clothes this season are quite nice too but it's too costly,i can't afford it.how i wish i got lots of money.hmm,i think today shopping is not enough,nvm next week date ah mui out,hehe.my dad says im like entering beauty peagant not entering poly,pls la all gals wanna look their best what,i still wanna have bf k.blah.:Pthen we went to watch a movie,we wanted to watch casannova but its either too late or the back seats were taken so we watched dont know what garden which we thought should be nice but its so damm boring.we left after 45mins,karen almost fell asleep.haha.sigh,you know i feel like changing my blog link again,sometimes i want to write things about him but i cant because he found my link!!!on the surface i may seems ok but whenever im alone,i will start thinking of the past and my heart will starts aching again.haizz..when this idiotic feeling gonna dissappear??i think i must occupy myself with a lots of activities then i wont think of it!!!ok drop this matter le.tommorow i must go to church,even if i dont want i must tell myself i cannot be so heartless,God answered your prayer and you must go JOSEPHINE!!!must go choir also,serve god!!!don't be lazy if not your faith wont be strong.my mum went to novena to pray for me and she told me she cried while praying,thanks mum for your intensive prayers,appreciate it a lot.tml i must donate some money to the church and pray for my family and friends.hehe after mass i can go and makan with all my relatives,so happy to see them again,can eat the yum yum chicken rice but i only can eat chicken la.so sad...k la wana sleep liao,practicing to sleep before 11 now.body is showing sign of insufficient sleep.good nite baby diary!!muacks!
posted @ 9:51 PM
during my 15th bday
fr left,mui n i took tal n za spects to wear
below it,showing how za look like with long kungfu hair and a dumb mi bhind
my first card pic wif tal,i look so yucky!
extreme left,when im sec1,i look so fat and ugly
right,sec3 mui n i went for free makeover
during mui 17th bday
Im back!Suddenly i just feel like writing an entry of the friendship i shared with my friends.yes,GLITTERS,haha sound abit cheena but it really symbolises all of us.Maybe it is due to the song "that's what friends are for" that gave me the sudden urge to think of the past we had and mix feelings of joy and happiness that we experience through the years.By the way,the glitters consists of Angel,Crystal,Syaza and of course me.well,i shall write how i met the 4 of them.
When i was in sec1,the first day of school i was alone and this sweet-looking skinny angel which had full of pins on her hair came to ask me"want to eat together?",she was the first friend i make but it didnt turn out smoothly for the next few weeks because she wanted to mix with pretty friends(ya im ugly & fat during sec1),haha and i hated her but things changed.we suddenly clicked so well that we realised we actually shared the same interest,shopping!oh ya,i rmb she scolded me "ah puey" when i agitate her,though it was hurting,it was her critism that movtivate me to lose those kilos.Throughout the years,she is always the one that say im beautiful even though i may have a pimple on my face,she was the one that gave me all the confidence.by the way she was only evil only sec1 but the rest of the years she changed and became a really great buddy of mine.
U might be thinking why crystal & syaza have not came into the picture,haha well they have just transfered to the school in sec2.During that year,i was not in terms with angel because she really sucks(i mean it!!she is always playing prank on ppl)haha and i revenge during sec2 by neglecting her.do i sound evil?haha and tat year i met this demure and fair crystal.at 1st i was so scared bcoz i went to another class while angel was with the class full of our sec1 classmates but tings change when i met crystal.first thing i observed her was her crooked teeth,i tink tats disgusting(i noe im bad,haha but she is putting braces now so it shud b perfect),haha all i could rmb was when i took my height and weight,she said im thin which makes me fly damm high,haha and thats where we became hao jie mei.e fren tat she make on e 1st day was so jealous of us that she called us lesbians,we were so mad that we complaint to the teacher and she cried,deserve her right.haha.everyone in school knows we were so sticky that they call us jie mei hua.we always went out together,buy identical stuffs,study together.at that time i was crazy abt getting top in class and so does she so we both study till very hard.we used to haf common goals and dreams.we even gang up to find out tests answers and pretend we didnt know so angel and the rest wont benefit,so selfish i know but i realised im wrong)she is really very nice,knowing i will be alone while going home she will accompany me to walk all the way to the expressway bustop to wait everyday,i really miss the times.That year i totally didnt care abt angel and i felt so guilty so i always make up to her by buying nice present for her during her bday.
well..i didnt talk much to syaza during sec1 & 2 because the only time we got a chance to gather is during recess time and that is only half an hr.angel was in 2/1,syaza in 2/2 while crys and i in 2/3.my first impression of za was she got an angelic and pretty face but the only problem was she is overweight.and 1 ting so coincidence was za and i were in the red house while crys and mui were in the yellow house!so perfect right,so during sports day we will always run to 1 another house.at first i was abit upsat to b in the same hse as za because im oso very bad la,i think she is overweight so i dont like(same case as angel),haha.but as time goes by,my mindset changes,i really like her accompany.oh ya sec3,all of us were in the same class!!!so happy!za is always the one we played tricks on because her reaction is always very adorable.Angel always laughs the loudest in the class,she is known for her LOUD laughter.haha.so every grp work,we start to do together and our frenship starts to grow and we are pretty proud of our clique because we seems to be the prettiest group in class,omg im so bhb!!!haha.sigh...times passes so quicly..how i wish time would be stagnant.it seems like the 4 of us will be going to different polys.
anyway,i just wanna wish them all the best in everything they do..:D
posted @ 10:17 PM
Im so exhuasted now but i want to blog before i turn in because im an absent minded person,always forget this and that,wonder if i was born with a bird brain.The weather today is driving me nuts,when it was basking hot i turn on the air con but within 10 mins it started to rain,really siao!I went to changi hospital for a check up on my serious rashes.Before going,i was extremely scared because i thought i need to do a blood test or whatever(u know those that require injection),i dread injections and hospitals,they give me the feeling that im gonna die soon.i know im abit exaggerating but i just hate it!and this friend of mine is so sweet,sms me before that telling me not to be scared.haha really nice of him la!thanks.it helps alittle.hahathe pretty female doctor(she is really pretty,her complexion iciban!!) said that it is most likely to be"feng mo",dont know what la,thats what my friends say too.it could be due to the flus or alcohol that i took but my dad kept telling her that it was because of my change of diet.the doctor says he might be right too.i think its quite true too,i cut down on all carbo and just ate vegetables,i think my body is telling me im in need of other nutrients thats why it inject those chemical in my body.well,i think i got no other choices,i have to start eating back my rice and noodles and exercise as well.thanks god she said that the scars will eventually dissapear,if no i tell you,im gonna bang my head against the wall.oh ya,i got my dream ipod nano already,haha and what makes me happy was my dad wana buy it for me as a reward for my remarkable results.at the beginning i was like abit upsat that none of my parents actually reward me because they used to buy me the things that i fancy if i get a desire grade,so now im contented!:)but im pretty noob at these electronic gadgets,my songs are all in the mess now,i need help!! i want to go on a shopping spree now but sigh i had spent all my allowance on valentine's day.i gonna work soon,promoter again,sian!!but the money is good so i must bear with it!!!and for goodness sake i hope they dont post me to dhoby ghuat again,sick of the food there liao!!so weird,today the courts guy sms me wheather i wana go lunch with him,isnt customer's profile meant to be confidential??i want to buy lots of things!!!!!my next target is digital camera,haha,hmm..shall keep a lookout now..alright time for my yogurt mask now and back to my beauty sleep...good night..ZzZzZzZ
posted @ 2:16 PM
I received a sweet valentine's present from a friend whom i seems to lost touch with.haha it's a poem written by him.here is goes...
Valentine's day marks the anniverally of every couple
streets restaurant parks are filled with love birds
enjoying everlasting time with each other
flowers chocolates and presents
are seen in arms of happy lovers
girl why are you alone today?
dont you wanna be like them?
this day is suppose to be a happy one for you
do you regret letting him go?
a week before today
if you're feeling stupid and sad
please dont be you may have made a right decision
maybe someone out there wants to celebrate this special day with you
someone who will be romantic to you everyday like it's Valentine day
he will be the one that heals your shatter heart
the one that you can trust again
end this day with a smile knowing you are special to someone too
nice?nice?haha so nice of him to write me a poem,he was there for me when i was really down.actually he was my so called godbrother during sec1 la and i somehow find comfort in him,so childish huh..haha but they are inerasable memories ..thank you :D
posted @ 11:11 PM
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Hey everyone im back.It was Valentine's day yesterday and i enjoyed myself very much.Though the day was not spent with my sweetheart,im just contented that my friends made my day complete.Before this day,Angel and I went combing the whole compass point to find flowers for the girls and a gift for the so called "exchange present".ya,everyone will get a chance to pick a name,so for example if one of them picked mine,i got to give them my present.we bought daisys for the girls and angel's mum helped us with the wrapping,so fabulous!Before I meet them,i accompany ah seng to tp to check out his course,i just simply love the school,the enviroment,the feeling is just so nice!i hope i make the right choice though.hehe.then we went to kbox and meet them,everyone was in high spirits.Most of us were singles except that lovey dovey bran and crys.Glad to see them happily binded together.haha.Everyone just sang to their hearts content.crys was a little insane though,she sang LOUDER then the mike.haha but that's her adorable part.Amusing thing was Qing yuan,he cant sing well but he keep insisting on singing and please,he sang like as though he is chanting a prayer or something,haha and everyone just laughed.really really fun.im glad that za and yusra did enjoy themselves too,its really hard to include za into every single outing because of our different race and her rigid house regulations but we will always try our best to invite her because she is our best friend too.guess what is my present,a pathetic pen,thanks ar ah qing,so "NICE".haha then we headed to playing pool,it wasnt my forte so does Angel.gabriel and syaza were the better players,so we just sat there and chatted.we both doesnt wants to go home so early so we kept pursuading the guys to accompany us to take a walk and it was gabriel and joseph,the nobles one that came along.hehe,but it was boring la!after that ah mui had a sleepover at my house,it has been so long since she stayed my house,i think we are seeing each other pretty often now,haha but i like it because i enjoyed my every moment with her.since school is gonna start soon and i may have to move to elsewhere,its better to grab every time now to spend with one another.you know,our house are just a mile stone away and seeing each other is so convenient.i really loathe moving house and changing of a new enviroment but do i have a choice?no!im so scared to enter poly,i hope i have friends that share the same interest as me,praying really hard now..
anyway is my new blog nice?haha it was ben that helped me again,i liked it very much because it has photos of myself all over..haha,oh dear im obsess with myself..haha.ok shall end here,bye sweet diary of mine!
posted @ 5:55 PM
Hello guys,im back with a new blog and a new life!!It has been a week that i finally managed to put behind the unhappy past and look for a better life.However,im still very sad and hurt whenever i encounter the things that got to do with him.1 week may seems so fast but the first few days after the break up i was way down miserable,i cried almost every hour,listen to all the sentimental songs to make myself weep and god knows i was so silly that i even thought of eating all the panadols so that i wont ever wake up again.I just felt my life seems so colourless and not only did i encounter a break up,my health deteriaote too and on the other hand i was worrying for my olevel results.can you imagine all the bad things just falls on me.i was totally devastatedi even went to a hospital in the middle of the night,weeping while the doctor examine me.However,all these things that im saying is not to gain sympathy or what but i just want to tell you guys that a break up is really aint a easy thing to cope and you really need a lot support from your family and friends.
So,i would like to thanks my mum,brother and lastly my best friend,Angel.Angel was the one i approach first whenever i faces problem.She came to visit me,accompany me to the doctor and even call me several times to ensure that im alright.It was her advice and encouragement that gave me the courage to let go of it.I really cant imagine my life without her,i really cherish the bond we have.She even invited me to her family gathering so that i wont stay at home and start thinking of nonsensical stuffs.Im deeply touched by what she has done for me but im so sad because we both will be leading our own life in a few months time.if only we can get into the same polytechnic,same course but fear not im sure no matter how distant we both are,our friendship will still remain strong.Lord,please bless her and allow her to enter the course she really wants and guide her through...
Haha,i also feel so blessed to have a sweet loving brother who rushed down in the middle of the night to send me to the hospital and even took care of me while im sleeping.He paid every medical bills and even my school fees for me.Isnt that suppose to be my dad job?see how noble is he,even angel wish she could marry him.hahaha.well,enough of the bad news,i got good news too.FINALLY!!haha,my olevel results was better than i expected,i got 15 for L1R4..im on cloud nines!my brother was so happy for me that he rewarded me with a sumptous dinner at jack's place.i also did reward myself by getting an ipod nano but paying by monthly installments,hehe like this i wont feel the pain you know?hehe.oh ya,im pretty sad for crystal too cause she cant get into a jc but hey this is a blessing in disguise too.why?because it meant that we are heading into the same route and we will have time for each other as well.hehe,it must be fated.for your information,crystal is also my best friend but we dirfted apart because of different interest.however i know she still cares for me and im also thankful to have her.hopefully,we will go out more often and enjoy each other company.hehe..i love all my friends,yes you n you n you!!!haha well,written too much i guess,shall end here,good bye!:)
posted @ 11:53 PM