haiz diary im having problem trying to sleep again...it's so irritating trying to toss around in bed and getting to sleep.i really dread night now!!i guess my sleepless night is due to him,i cant deny that i still do miss him a lot,hoping he is lying beside me now.that's ridiculous i know but im trying hard not to think about it.i cant let this continue,it is killing me.during day my mind is totally clear and im happy but when nightfall im like a changed person.maybe i should try to sleep at 10 so that i will toss around for 1hr then i can get to sleep,maybe thise method will work.i really hope i will get over him as soon as possible,the sleepless nights are really unbearable,im sleepy yet my mind still doesnt wants to switch off...God,please help me to get over this quickly....haizz...
posted @ 1:34 AM