I should be asleep by now but poor brandon called me to share his woes.bran,if another pimple popped out,i will hold you responsible ok?haha kidding.you know,it's always during the night when i am about to sleep,my mind will start reflashing back to the things that i had done in other words recollection.bran had some problem with tal.hey tal if you are reading it,i just want to let you know that being in love with someone or being loved by someone is not a coincidence things,it is fate.imagine zillions of people in this planet but this guy is the only one you fall in love with.you know i really envy you because you found a person that really cried for you,troubled over you and see a future in the both of you.a few months back you told me that im just wasting my time on a relationship that has no future but i didnt care as i was blinded by love.now i really know how important to look for in a relationship,not just loving each other until you are sick of one another but trying to love someone for life.oh hell,i sound so lovesick now.i hate nights now,getting me all so emotional.you know diary,i love reading blogs of girls that are in a relationship,the way they write their blog are so different from single girls.it is just so loving and making you feel like falling in love too.i particulaly like reading a pri sch fren of mine's blog.i dont know her well but her stories are really like fairytales.i just read hers and she wrote about how she met her bf and how her bf propose to her and did wonderful things for her during special occasions.ya..im envious,truly envious now.having a man loving you so much is extinct already.sigh..what can i do now?nothing just waiting for my prince charming.haha.anyway God,bless bran and crys to patch back...
posted @ 1:10 AM