Hello guys,im back with a new blog and a new life!!It has been a week that i finally managed to put behind the unhappy past and look for a better life.However,im still very sad and hurt whenever i encounter the things that got to do with him.1 week may seems so fast but the first few days after the break up i was way down miserable,i cried almost every hour,listen to all the sentimental songs to make myself weep and god knows i was so silly that i even thought of eating all the panadols so that i wont ever wake up again.I just felt my life seems so colourless and not only did i encounter a break up,my health deteriaote too and on the other hand i was worrying for my olevel results.can you imagine all the bad things just falls on me.i was totally devastatedi even went to a hospital in the middle of the night,weeping while the doctor examine me.However,all these things that im saying is not to gain sympathy or what but i just want to tell you guys that a break up is really aint a easy thing to cope and you really need a lot support from your family and friends.
So,i would like to thanks my mum,brother and lastly my best friend,Angel.Angel was the one i approach first whenever i faces problem.She came to visit me,accompany me to the doctor and even call me several times to ensure that im alright.It was her advice and encouragement that gave me the courage to let go of it.I really cant imagine my life without her,i really cherish the bond we have.She even invited me to her family gathering so that i wont stay at home and start thinking of nonsensical stuffs.Im deeply touched by what she has done for me but im so sad because we both will be leading our own life in a few months time.if only we can get into the same polytechnic,same course but fear not im sure no matter how distant we both are,our friendship will still remain strong.Lord,please bless her and allow her to enter the course she really wants and guide her through...
Haha,i also feel so blessed to have a sweet loving brother who rushed down in the middle of the night to send me to the hospital and even took care of me while im sleeping.He paid every medical bills and even my school fees for me.Isnt that suppose to be my dad job?see how noble is he,even angel wish she could marry him.hahaha.well,enough of the bad news,i got good news too.FINALLY!!haha,my olevel results was better than i expected,i got 15 for L1R4..im on cloud nines!my brother was so happy for me that he rewarded me with a sumptous dinner at jack's place.i also did reward myself by getting an ipod nano but paying by monthly installments,hehe like this i wont feel the pain you know?hehe.oh ya,im pretty sad for crystal too cause she cant get into a jc but hey this is a blessing in disguise too.why?because it meant that we are heading into the same route and we will have time for each other as well.hehe,it must be fated.for your information,crystal is also my best friend but we dirfted apart because of different interest.however i know she still cares for me and im also thankful to have her.hopefully,we will go out more often and enjoy each other company.hehe..i love all my friends,yes you n you n you!!!haha well,written too much i guess,shall end here,good bye!:)
posted @ 11:53 PM