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Today before i went to work,i had so much of free time so out of boredom i went to ransack my mum's room.haha.then i came upon a box of clothes.inside contains all her peranakan kebaya.my mum actually bought 4 sets,1 set cost about 300plus,imagine 4 sets costed how much?but i think it is worth it because it has good workmanship.i tried some of it and i think i looked nice,haha.abit like majik also.actually my mum is not a peranakan la,it is my dad.come to think about it,i think my dad's family tree is rather complicated.i saw my dad birthcert and it wrote that my grandpa is actually a dutch.i think the family roots is abit like rojak,mix here and there.but im rather proud to have a peranakan heritage.i love the food especially.very unique.a few dish i particulaly love are babi assam and ayam buakela.my aunt cooked really well but i only get a chance to eat it when its xmas or chinese new year because these dishes require a lot of work.my mum even learnt the making of peranakan beaded shoes.1 pair takes about a few months to sew finish.hehe,im gonna sew one for myself too.i think keeping to the tradition is rather a good thing because now youngsters hardly remember all those little practices.it is always the elders that remind us.i hope i got a chance to find out about my roots,my forefathers and all the people that are related to me but i guess a big sum of capital is needed..
posted @ 7:35 PM
Today weather is nice and cool,pouring heavily just now.i started to binge again,gorged countless of fruits into my stomach just now.i really mean countless,i just seems to be hungry for 24 hours.i nearly ate the pizza on the table but thanks to my strong resistant i didnt.haha.if i eat,i will regret and maybe might even have sleepless night again.i bet my "starvation" is due to the monthly thing again.why do i have such stupid symptons??zits are showing too.Arghhh!!!i think guys should suffer this la..haha.just done with my nails,i painted barbie pink!so sweet can!haha.sigh,tommorow is working day again.people is enjoying their weekends while im sloughing my way through.money money money,think of the cashhhh!!!ah tal is working too..haha wonder if she can cope anot,she just hate approaching customers and worst still she is working at town.so far can??feel like getting a new haircut and do regrowth.sick of my hair now!!!oh ya,i saw sebestian from superstar yesterday,oh gosh he is so cute please but i couldnt resist myself from laughing because he is so small size and adorable.the eyes super small la but i like it..hei hei..he got a gf too but i think she looked average only.i think my nails are almost dry,time for bed...a goodnight kiss for all of you..muackxxxxxxx...hehe..nitess people!!
posted @ 9:31 PM
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Just returned home not long.i met up with crystal,angel and liyana but the whole day i just shop with ah tal.as the both of them went for the training so we meet awhile and later go home together.im not satisfied with my shopping trip today,i only bought 1 shirt.next week must go again.while we were walking,2 hairstylists stopped us and asked us if we could do a favour for them because they are trainees so they needed models to practice.my god,we did perming and i looked damm matured.i mean im so matured already and with the perm,its worst.my hair looked like a lion.haha because my hair are very thick.ah tal looked quite nice,like those korean actress.it was quite fun actually,still considering wheather to go down again to be their model.it's quite fun seeing yourself with different hairstyle.but nonetheless i still prefer straight hair.hehe..hmm got to go..nitesss...
posted @ 12:11 AM
today stayed at home the whole day,it just feel so nice not doing anything.haha.hmm..angel called me just now saying that the girl is finding fault with her sister again.that girl actually called her gang of friends down despite angel's mum was there.so daring men.people is hurted enough already yet the girl still want to spike her.what the hell!please la,ah lians not popular already.ah mui seems so scared.haha she so funny la,scold people so firece then see many people tio chua.that guy also dont know whats wrong la,having a third party is already so damm wrong yet he still never watch his so called gf.I really hope this matter wont affect angel's sister studies.i really wish to see her passing her olvls with flying colours.just watched campus superstar finished.Renfred really damm charming,seeing him just melts my heart.he got those charisma that many girls cant resist.though i like him a lot,i still hope zhiyang will get the male champion because he sings better.sigh,got another medical checkup,wondering wheather i should go.my skin are still giving me problem.hmm..i created another new blog but i'll still be using this.added so many things there until im blurred.well..shall end here.take care lots!
posted @ 10:12 PM
Phew!Finally,i had ended work.Just cant wait for monday,i can relax for all i want.today as usual i skive again,i used my break to attend mass.i really missed God a lot and i felt really bad not thanking him for answering my prayers so i went.1 more week and im free from work but i find that i had not earned enough.i want to hit 1000.im getting worried about how i am going to survive in poly with so little pocket money.working is the only solution i guess.i just received the news that ah juan will be entering tp,so happy for her.haha.tp is really weird,why they dont want to use notebook.other polys are using while they are not.i also want a notebook!!i think all business students should get one.next week gonna head to shopping again,so excited!!i want to buy a new wallet..getting really sleepy now,nights people!
posted @ 10:30 PM
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today is a beautiful day!!haha.i met up with all my lovely friends.we went to orchard to walk.i really love Forever21 clothes,very nice!!!i tried a few dresses and i think all looked really good.actually i really hope i have a chance to go to my brother' ord dinner so i can buy.haha,he said if his gf is not going he will bring me go and he will pay for my dress.i don't know why i like to go to such dinner.maybe i can dress up thats why i like.hahaha.there also got many army man,can see shuai ge.OMG!haha.we also took some neoprints but it is really small.oh ya,ah tal is looking at cosmetics now,so shocking!!haha but it's good la,at least she wanna beautify herself now.happy for her.i think ah za really very poor thing,she is always the one that have to go home early.i really hope she can get her freedom soon.anyway i really enjoyed this outing today,hope to meet up with them again soon.tommorow gonna work,hope everything goes well for me.byebye..
posted @ 10:22 PM
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My mood today seems pretty good.perhaps because i missed my brother too much and finally able to see him bring up my sprits.:)) Today went for the training again and thanks God it wasnt that long.after my training my bro and his gf brought my mum and i to Swensen to have our dinner.i had salad and i think it is really yummy,i prefer French dressing to thousand island sauce.actually the main purpose in coming to see me is because he wanted to help me with my enrolment form.it's kinda complicating so i really needed his help.i really feel so bless to have such brother.hehe.one plus thing about him is he is really very caring towards people,even my best friend,he is also concern.where else can i find such brother.Envy me please!!haha.he complaint that i didnt took any pictures with him so i eventually took some.i will post it here.im also quite happy that i have been getting along well with my mummy,we doesnt quarral with one another that often anymore.maybe it is because i had learnt to understand her needs and give way to her now.i hope to maintain this kind of relationship with my mum.i know she doted on me very much too.i must not be an ill-mannered brat but be a good daughter.tommorow its our friends gathering and im getting all so excited now.i really miss them dearly...time for my beauty sleep,good night!
posted @ 11:52 PM
Tommorow must do so many things,take photo,go medical checkup and go to CPF board.so troublesome!!!But its okay,because im getting my pay tommorow!!yoohooo..hehe..i want to buy lots and lots of things..cant wait..wondering what my new friends would be like..will they be nice?crappy?out-going?hmm whatever la!!shall end here for now..wan an!
posted @ 10:27 PM
yawn yawn yawn...so sleepy..finally the colgate promotion had ended!!hehe..next week gonna work again..sigh..sian!!!for the money,i must bear with it!:) hmm..i suddenly miss all the food,sushi,chicken wings,burgars,chocalates...4 weeks eat fruits and vegetables only,really damm torturing.really feel like giving up at times but i know i cant.i need to achieve this goal badly.time to head for bed,sleep tight!!!oh ya,i really miss my glitters!!!when is our gathering coming huh?ah tal work,ah mui work,ah za work...all so busy!!!i miss ah mui's craps,ah tal's juicy news and ah za's company!!!lord,bless every one of them...hope they are doing fine..:)))
posted @ 1:19 AM
i had just finished clearing those unwanted messages in my hp,cleared about 200 over smses.no wonder my hp has no space for photos.as i was deleting one msg by one msg,i actually recalled back to many things that i had done.i didnt delete all though,because there are some which i felt that it has some sentimental values in it.for instance,ah mui sent me one msg which really touched my heart till now and some other friends encouraging msg.And also 1 particular folder that i had kept for quite a long time,i couldnt bear to delete that away,dont know why.it contains both sweet and bitter messages.after reading it,beads of tears just flow down my cheeks.sometimes reminiscing may be a pleasant feeling but too much may bring one down.maybe when my new love comes,then it is the time to delete it but i dont think i can accept any new love at this moment.i think it is really unfair to the other party if you still longed for someone.people say time heals everything but it doesnt seems to work for me.maybe i need a longer time.but its really stupid of me to think of that person when you know he might already laid his eyes on some other girls or maybe even forget all about your existence.i wonder why girls take a longer time to forget a person.enough of these,i should get some rest soon.good night.
posted @ 12:54 AM
so tired le,but before i sleep let me blog first.today met superstar sharon and wanyi for a FREE KTV session.really free ok?i dont even have to pay a single penny for the drinks lor,so worth it!we sang to our heart's contents,superstar juan is really good in singing.it's my first time hearing her sing,i think she should really lose some weight then join those contest,confirm in lor!haha.but she no determination leh,still eat laksa today!haha.:p but really la,i mean if she really slim down,she will look good.her dreams of being a superstar can then be fullfilled.am i right people?dont know tommorow still wanna go anot,very lazy to dress up and go out.thursday still got to go out sommore.anyway i bought my pretty hangbag already,damm happy now!!!hahaha.ok stop spending already ar ah jose...not wait i chop off your fingers!!!i received the letter from tp already for the enrollment tingy,so troublesome,so many things to fill up.really damm lazy to do it,even my dad was so puzzled to see so many things.gonna ask for help tommorow.orientation is nearing and im damm freaking scared,lucky my pri sch classmate is going with me.yawning now le,better sleep now..sayonara!!!
posted @ 12:04 AM
sigh..now gonna tolerate for like a few hours with no music on.im so glad i had ah cheong,haha he is gonna bring the cdrom over for me.i cant believe i have such wonderful teacher.he has been a great help to many of us!!!God bless him.hehe.today went to accompany elaine to look for shoes and we had a bad shopping experience.her shoes actually had some problems but the aunty wasnt happy to change it for her and after much altercation,she was then willing to change it for her.i mean even charles and keith do change for customers,why shops like that dont change,bad customer service!!!as usual,eat snake again,went for 3 breaks.haha.poor davin smsed me to say that his tooth hurts.so pitiful..just go for the extraction la,lord help him please!!!then i went home with that pringles guy called Clive.unusual name huh?haha.so coincidence we are staying like a few blocks away only.i accompanied him to compass point to look at things and he walked me home.pretty nice chatting with him.hehe..today went to the vcd shop and it kept repeating the jay chou feng mtv,haizz make me feel so down.this song really damm emo la..haha..ok wana sleep already,sweet dreams everyone!!
posted @ 11:36 PM
im dead already, i think im the dumbest person on earth.i accidentally delete the driver for my sound and now my computer no sound already.sigh..why am i so stupid!!!i hate IT stuffs..arghhhhh!!!!!
posted @ 11:15 PM
i just returned home not long.finally able to rest my feet but today it didnt hurt at all because i wore a flat shoes.today,the whisper promoter came back and we chatted the whole day long.i cant believe i actually did had something to talk to her because my first impression of her wasnt that good.i met her during the NTUC training and she and her good friend look kinda stuck up but surprisingly she is real nice.haha and we slacked together.we had lunch with the pringles guy as well.haha,he is nice too but i don't know why when i speak with him i seems so shy.actually,i spoke a lot today la.haha.i just got the number from that whisper girl.i should just say her name la,haha calling whisper gril very funny,her name is Elaine.ya she gave me the number for the tutorial agency.i want to be a tution teacher,i like teaching and i think this job is more meaningful than just standing at the supermarket promoting.furthermore,i can reflect back on what i had learnt and my brain wont be rusty.i really hope i can have a student as soon as possible.wonder when i can take my pay,next week gonna meet eliza for a shopping spree,she's gonna buy her juicy couture bag,so expensive can?but its quite nice la,very trendy.dont know what it feels like shopping with her,hope i have a good time.well gonna take a rest already,tommorow gonna wake up real early for my exercise!!take care people...:)
posted @ 10:25 PM
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HELLO!!!haha im on cloud nines today!because i bought the bag i fancy already and my mum paid it for me.thanks mummy!hehe.today i accompanied her to the training for her job.tommorow she will be working at cp cold storage selling salsa sauce.haha.i tried today and it tasted pretty good.after the training,we went to far east to shop.i nearly buy another bag but i controlled myself.it is actually a sliver handbag which can be carried in 2 different ways and it is on sale now.i really hope the next trip i go back it will still exist because today im kinda dissapointed that the bag i like dont have the colour i want already.please please leave one for me!my mum scolded me for cutting my nails,she said so short so ugly.ai ya i also know ugly but i must let my nails breath.i also saw a belt that i like but i didnt buy.actually i should change this blog to a shopping blog.haha.im also so happy that my dad bought me a bottle of honey to consume everyday.he said he want me to eat for my complexion.hmm tommorow is another boring day,ah mui also working already.never mind shall slack at home tommorow.lucky now i have a friend to go home and eat with me on my working days.haha i think he looks kinda handsome like zhang guo rong.he has a great sense of humour,cracked me up till i cnt tahan.but i feel abit pressurized talking to him because he is from a university and his english abit chim so i must always pretend that my english is good.haha.today im so blur,i actually forgot to bring my hp out,i think it is my second time.i still remember that time i didnt brought out and i need to borrow from a stranger and its kinda awkard.hmm..this reminds me of someone again.ok stop it!its time to wash my face,good night people!!!
posted @ 10:26 PM
Today is pretty boring.All i can do is watch tv,surf the net and back to watch tv again.i have not exercise yet,getting pretty lazy now.today i finally cleaned off my nail polish and cut my nails all short,i had been hesistating wheather to cut because i prefer long nails.but i cant let my nails rot,the toxic in the nail polish will spoil my nails sooner or later.i'll wait for a month then i start painting again.hehe.i miss shopping again,i think it is not enough,i want my wardrobe to be full of clothes!!!haha.never mind i will continue my shopping spree tommorow.yesterday night i called ah mui for a chat.i find something amazing about ah mui was that she has not been in love before but yet she can understand how we girls felt and her advice is very much comforting to hear.i always feel much better after confiding my problems to her.her sister should be lucky to have her.im also very relieved that her sister has already straighten out her thoughts and loved herself even more.i really hope she will do well for her olevel this year!as for me,i also hope i will concentrate on my studies and enter a university if i have a chance.i realised that some of my friends are actually in the same course as me but sad to say they are in their second year already.sigh,i wonder why all my closest friends ended up in different polys.its really sad to hear that.hmm..im getting sick of my frezzy hair now.i want to change my hairstyle but i really don't know what else suits me.i feel like rebonding my hair again but i hated it for being so straight and flat,like one dumwit!ai ya get my pay then continue to think what hairstyle i want.i want to exercise already..take care everyone!!!
posted @ 3:21 PM
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Today i went out with ah tal.it has been so long since i went out with her.we had fun today especially at this fashion.we kept trying on all the clothes and took many pictures.we saw a couple of skirts that we liked a lot.i cant decide which one to buy because all of them seems nice.haha before we wanted to pay we were afraid that our card have no money so we quickly went to check.luckily i still have enough money.haha and i bought a spagetti top and a short skirt.i also bought some accessories.hehe.initially we both wanted to go kovan to shop again but it was pretty late and we were getting hungry so we went back home.she went back with me because her brandon will be fetching her.so sweet huh?haha.i cant wait for our next meeting again.oh ya,he realised i blocked him in msn already.i knew he is gonna say me childish again.sigh but i really dont care what he says about me anymore.i just follow my heart.im happier this way.i really want to forget him and get him out of my mind completely.i think i had been crying almost every night and i think thats enough.anyway i wish him all the best and hope he will find a girl that will complete his world...by the way my diet plan has gone really well for 2 weeks already,im so glad that im persistent this time,i hope i will continue to endure all the cravings i have and exercise everyday.jia you!!!
posted @ 9:43 PM
im so dead beat now.i woke up at 6.30 today to accompany angel and the rest to appeal.we went to all the polys in spore except rp.anyway i just hope their appeal will be successful though the chances are slim especially ah juan,just hope she can at least enter a course.i realised that this year the cut off point for toursim is 11,my god,so low!no wonder i cant get in.such a hot course now!poly days are nearing and im excited yet scared.i heard that poly is a little realistic and people might backstab you to gain anything they want.i really hope i have a good friend for company,i just cant stand loneliness!!!spore poly the standard is really damm high,they hardly have courses that are above 25 points,no wonder wanyi cant get in.i saw a bag i liked very much for school already but i got no money and i need to wait for a week then i can get my pay.hmm btw i quite like my present job because its near my place and i met a new friend.haha,that day after work i met davin for a chat.he is so funny and cute,when he speaks he kept looking at another direction.he looks kinda shy.haha.i wonder if i go to poly,how much is my allowance.20bucks a week for a poly student is pretty pathetic.just spoken to my dad about this.i knew he pretend that he dont know how much he used to give my brother.i knew he gave my bro 10bucks a day and i told him that i want him to give me exactly what my brother received and he said see how first.so sad you know.it's so unfair and bias!i dont know where the hell his salary gone to..he even borrowed from people tons of money.sigh,just hope that God will lead me through this darkest period of my life...
posted @ 10:38 PM
haizz...im feeling so down again.i really feel like boxing that person!!!why did i ask?why the person tell me?it's hurting me badly.i tried to put on a smile the whole day but its torturing.anyway davin wrote 2 poems again and i like the second one very much.i shall post it here...
the clear blue sky turned dark suddenly
dark rain clouds hover over
rain is bound to fall soon
rain fell fast pounding the ground
as i watch the rain fall outside my window
i felt miserable like a kid who had planned
to go out to play
i felt caged in the house
like my heart refusing to let the past go
i had to get out of here
i had to let the past go
or i'll be lonely forever
like a bird that lost it's freedom
i ran out of the house
into an open area without any fears
i danced to the of rhythm of the falling rain
for once i felt energised again
i realise i have started lettings things go
as the rain cleanse my soul
for i know that there is always sun shine
no matter how big the storm is
how i wish the rain will clense me soon...
posted @ 5:34 PM
Today i went to watch a movie and then i went to look for crystal and brandon.Brandon said something that hurted me so much that i cried on my way home.just went things goes well for me,i collapsed again.im really very depress now.i dont know what to do.i cant believe im typing while im crying.i really need a shoulder to lie on.i also cant believe my parents are that kind of people.i felt so embarassed.
posted @ 6:38 PM