im so dead beat now.i woke up at 6.30 today to accompany angel and the rest to appeal.we went to all the polys in spore except rp.anyway i just hope their appeal will be successful though the chances are slim especially ah juan,just hope she can at least enter a course.i realised that this year the cut off point for toursim is 11,my god,so low!no wonder i cant get in.such a hot course now!poly days are nearing and im excited yet scared.i heard that poly is a little realistic and people might backstab you to gain anything they want.i really hope i have a good friend for company,i just cant stand loneliness!!!spore poly the standard is really damm high,they hardly have courses that are above 25 points,no wonder wanyi cant get in.i saw a bag i liked very much for school already but i got no money and i need to wait for a week then i can get my pay.hmm btw i quite like my present job because its near my place and i met a new friend.haha,that day after work i met davin for a chat.he is so funny and cute,when he speaks he kept looking at another direction.he looks kinda shy.haha.i wonder if i go to poly,how much is my allowance.20bucks a week for a poly student is pretty pathetic.just spoken to my dad about this.i knew he pretend that he dont know how much he used to give my brother.i knew he gave my bro 10bucks a day and i told him that i want him to give me exactly what my brother received and he said see how first.so sad you know.it's so unfair and bias!i dont know where the hell his salary gone to..he even borrowed from people tons of money.sigh,just hope that God will lead me through this darkest period of my life...
posted @ 10:38 PM