im back in shape again.that day must be screw loose,trying to drown myself into misery again.however,im still giving my dad a cold shoulder.in fact deep down,i didnt feel good.i know my dad tried ways to humour me but of course to no avail.i did that isnt because im trying to show off my temper but i just want him to feel the pain of abandoning someone who loved you so much.everyone is dissapointed with him,even my godma whom respected him since young.he is my nice daddy but on the whole i doubt so.another thing that fidget my little heart was that little precious gift sent by God.just received the news 2 days ago.i was full of anticipation for the arrival of that little one but sadly,he/she is now gone forever.i prayed that he/she will find a new life soon.tomorrow is Good Friday and im attending mass.its gonna be another sad service.in fact i dread Good friday because the mass is always very solemn and tears always welled up my eyes.no organist,no music...everyone just stand and kneel,stand and kneel.got to fast tomorrow as well.need to take my bath now,will be back soon..
posted @ 3:39 PM