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Im so tired now!Later still got to attend tutorial.sian!Yesterday came home about 3a.m in the morning.Angel,seng,Joseph and i went to MOS.the queue was so damm long,we waited for like 2hours like that.when we were about to enter i realised i forget to bring my ID again.wahh i dont know whats wrong with my head wor,so absent minded.i almost caused ah mui not to go in as we didnt know there was a double check of IC.but lucky enough,we all managed to get in.Inside was packed like sardines but the place is so cool and nice.i saw many familiar faces.i like the r&b corner the most.haha saw sebastian at the dance floor and everyone danced.hmm but something really surprised me,i think guys will turn to wolf when the night falls.someone become so touchy and i cant take it.i quickly went to sit down.ah seng is like my bodyguard,haha i came holding on to his arms whenever we go.only a true guy friend is trustable..dancing together with the crowd is nice but when guys get touchy it just spoilt my mood.dont really like clubbing now actually.felt that all the girls go there are very loose.haha ah mui is worst,she felt uncomfortable throughout the whole night.after that we went home before seng and joseph and mui had a sleepover at my house.so sad,my ai ren never go..first to initiate, first to back out.haha.next month has another event at mdm wong,confirm packed like hell again.i wonder can those guys stop touching the girls when they dance???irratating!shall update till here..will be back!
posted @ 11:19 AM
Im so stress now!!!!!!!!!!!economics sucksssssssss!!!why must we learn how to draw the bloody idiot curve???mid term test is coming and im so stress up now.cannot tahan le!!!i had been studying since morning and im so exhuasted now...i dont want to study..but do i have a choice not to study?i want to go for a vacation,i hope our wish to malaysia will be fufill.i really hope my skin will heal quickly if not i have to go to the sinseh and i heard from people it is very painful.by the way thanks ah mui for your concern yesterday!!!so glad to have you in my life!!!i must finish all my homework and revision by today,if not next week i cant enjoy anymore,i cant wait for tuesday to come,my very first night out with the girls!!!i miss my friends!!!got to study already...byeeee...
posted @ 2:01 PM
A few hours ago,i felt extremely miserable that i broke down and cried infront of my mum.I guess she really understands my plight.im really fortunate to have my mum,she was so worried of the patches on my body that she kept applying the lotion on my body and remind me million of times to eat my medicine.she told me it was dangerous,if it spreads around the whole body,i would die.at that point,i really hope it will just spread and all my problems will gone.having less a josephine on this planet wont make a difference.I just dont get it,i eat lots of fruits and vegetables,do regular exercise but why did i have to suffer all these stupid things.i dont want to be a weak person,i want to be a strong josephine!!!Anyway im glad i have great pals that are really concerned for me,thank you so much.By the way,today i went to school for CNN day,it is kind of like a carnival.our class stall is bloody pathetic,it is not earning at all.anyway i just enjoyed walking around the whole school,felt like shopping.Bought a gold cloth belt which costed for only 5 bucks.damm happy!then after school headed straight to PS for my da vinci code.it was kinda boring at the beginning but when it reached the climax,it was nice.however,im still blur about what was happening.i must buy the book and read.i really wonder if Jesus really did married mary magdelene,though the story is fiction-based,it makes me doubt about my faith with God now.Actually i dont understand why we have catholics,pagan,protestants,orthodox and blah blah blah...arnt we all under christianality??isnt it ridiculous??it just cause unnecessary hatred on one another.and what the f*cking hell those people that wants to break the bible code and stuffs like that,why man would always like to challenge God.God gave man the wisdom and yet they misused it.wheather when the messiah will arrive again is all depend on God's will,the time will come naturally.arghh..my forehead is like a 100degree celcius oven now..really need to get back to bed and rest my bloody weak body.ciaos!
posted @ 11:36 PM
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Actually i thought i had to miss the dinner today because my chest and back still hurts a lot but i still went.I really enjoyed the dinner.I was my bro's friend partner.bloody hell he took my number from my bro hp and call me if i wanna hitch a ride from him but i declined.haha you know la im so shy.and i dont know for what reason my bro ask me to go there so early.my er sao came later and she looked fabulous,when she put on make up,it was really pan nuo liang ren!the whole event was interesting,i just cant stop laughing.there are quite a number of cute guys too but all attached!*_*haha.i so much wanted to win the digital cam or ipod video but i did not won anything,so sad but my bro actually won a 4gb ipod nano.he was so happy that he actually rush for it.haha so lucky sia him.its ok,at least i got 2 free movie tickets.hehe i can watch my da vinci code!!!happy happy!!!by the way im abit sad for my elder bro,he failed his paramedic course and now he has to pay 40 000 back.why didnt he learn his lesson?anyway i hope God will show him the light and guide him through...shall update till here..nights!
posted @ 1:32 AM
Sigh!!!Im sick again.for the past few days my chest and back came out red spots and its totally different from the previous one.it was not itchy but extremely painful that it makes me hard to sleep.actually i dont want to see the doctor because i had been spending so much money on seeing a doctor.i dont want to use my parents's money anymore,in the end i paid for myself.i really dont understand why my health this year is so bad.one problem come after another.the doctor said it was what "snake" one which it call in chinese.it is due to the chicken pox in the past,the virus hid in my nerves and now my immune system is weak so it just came out.why am i so unlucky???i really feel like crying now...i hate this year,i really hated it!!!!
posted @ 8:09 PM
Today i pon lecture then i went to meet ah mui.*Thanks mui for accompaning me to look for my clothes!!it was a last minute thing.my bro called me and asked me wheather i would like to go to his commisioning dinner.wth loh,he got extra lobang then call me.so zhong se qin you,errr but im not his friend,im his SISTERRRR!!!!never mind put his "wife" as the first pirority is good...very good.haha anyway im pretty excited to go.I bought a black tube and a white bottom.i love the pants because it comes with the gold belt.arghh..im loving it!bloody hell,im dead,i have not study for my test tommorow,lucky it is only MCQ.tommorow must pon csa to study.stupid ah cheong,so jian si bu jiu,ah mui and i got to sneak in the mrt in order not to get caught.ya,we ended up penniless and went home with a hungry stomach...alright shall update till here,gonna rest and study tommorow..jia you!!!
posted @ 10:26 PM
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i like her!!~izyan my sayang!!!resemble abit lyk ah za..haha
class 1B03 gals!!!
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Today is such a tiring day!!!i catched the early bus today and went to school early.csa is boring and so is POM lecture.during break we went to jupiter cafe for lunch.the food is nice,i had veggie sandwich,sounds tasteless but actually it tasted yummy.after the meal,teng and i waited for the guys to finish their project,we were so damm bored and that results in taking photo again.teng is so zhi lian also i realised.hahaha but thats great coz im also.teng can be quite humorous at times,great to crap around too.haha.glad to have her in school if not my life in poly will be total hell.shall post some photos of my poly friends and i here...
posted @ 9:20 PM
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Today i went to ah mui house and pass her my mum yam cake.haha.Im so happy to see her.I miss her so much.Sigh if only her mum allow her not to go out if not we can chat even longer.She whines about her class all the time and so did i.how we wished we could go back to the old days where it was much more fun.Gone were the days...yesterday ah za actually sms the 3 of us,hahaha,at first i thought my eyes were playing trick on me but it was really her.i was shocked because she wont be the one to take the initiative to contact us,it is always ah mui or i that call one another.then next was ah tal.Glitz glitz,how i miss u all so much..the friends in poly are simply incomparable to the friends in sec school.still got 4 more days before i could see them.i hope the days quickly pass.sigh,im back to the poor me.Just now so pai sei,wanted to buy something then card suddenly no money.haha.wth!!haizz..im dead,i still have not buy my school stuffs,books and thumbdrive.i hate it!!!money money,please come to me...glitters i love u!!!!hehe i took some pictures today before going out.im so glad my fringde is longer now,no more ah gong..hahaha
posted @ 5:38 PM
What the hell am i doing at home???Rotting??It's Saturday.I should have gone out on a shopping spree but i rejected my friend's offer,EVERYWHERE IS HAVING GREAT SPORE SALES!!!Next week im having 2 tests so im planning to stay at home to mug but i kind of regretted.Its 3 something yet im still lazing around.I realised i have not buy a new bag,a pair of new shoes,a bottle of shimmery nail polish and lots more...By the way,poly life isnt as carefree as i had always thought.Lots of projects and online quizzes to do.there is no one to remind you of what to do or even push you to study.Its all depends on yourself.worst still,im such a blur queen,sometimes i really dont know what the hell is going on.during sec sch times,it was always my friends that reminded me.If this goes on,im going to have heart attack because i will start to panic when little thing goes wrong.business studies is also so damm boring,none of the modules are interesting.arghh!!i wana change course!!!i wana change toooo....still cant think of one yet.in fact i really dont know what i want to be in the future..i think be tai tai better..everyday shake leg at home wait for my husband to come back.HA HA HA!!!STOP DREAMING!!!!please have some backbone!im talking rot again,simply too bored..bloody stress too!!!!i hate test i hate test i hate test i hate test i hate test i hate test
posted @ 3:12 PM
im so happy,i got a fossil watch.hehe.though i still like the swatch watch with crystals,im happy with the fossil watch because i was looking for something casual.hmm..i went SGH yesterday and i only can do it on 4aug which means 2 days before my birthday.so long men,i cant wait to do them now.lots of projects are coming up and im getting all stress up!im getting more and more lazy to wake up to go to school too.where has all my drive and movtivation run to??i miss falling in love too..im really envious if i see a guy and a girl holding hands,enjoying their lovey dovey conversations.i must be insane!!!!alright,i shall end here,i need to do some exercise already!!!
posted @ 8:21 PM
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ha ha ha ha ha...tommorow no need attend tutorial,omg im so happy.which means today i can forgo my homework,tommorow i can slowly do it at home.hehe.envy me??i really hate econs lor,just hated it.anyway,yesterday my kor kor brought my mum and i to ding dai fung for lunch.i ate many dumplings.it was really yummy!!i done a card for my mum and gave her 30bucks.sigh,now im left with 10bucks to survive for this week.however,its alright because she is the most important lady in my life,having less 30bucks a week wont kill me.my mother really dotes on me a lot.she will try her best to provide me with what i want or rather what i loves.even though sometimes she has no money,she will still buy my favourite things but the ignorance me just dont know.sometimes when i scold her or talk back at her,i really felt extremely bad.for these past few years,she has been suffering emotionally all alone because of the failure of her marriage but yet i didnt do anything to console her.i thought it doesnt hurt that much but when i had finally gone through a break up,i throughly understands and for goodness sake mine was just a small case,compared to my parents,isnt it worst? i really wish to tell her the 3 words but you know im embarrassed.haha but i will show her my love and gratitude in another way.and please please please,save your money and stop spending it like water!today,i thought my hp had spoilt but actually the battery was low.so dumb!!!haha but initially i was quite happy that it was spoilt because it gave me an excuse to buy a new hp.i really want to buy a new one!!!i had been eyeing on one already.by the way,having no hp really caused a lot of inconvinence,i had to send email to angel to ask her for their numbers and borrow from people their hp.so ma fan la.anyway today ah cheong fetch ah mui and i home again..hehe..i really wish he can fetch us home everyday.hahaha.im such a lazy girl!!!tommorow im heading to the dentist,im so scared...pray for me..i got to go now..byebye...
posted @ 6:54 PM
My thighs starts to ache since i woke up this morning.i think lunges really helps to tone the thighs.aching is a good sign,it means it's effective.hehe.today went to parkway to look for my mum's gift but couldnt find anything again.i gave up,i think i just gave a ang bao to her and make her a card.then i went to karen's house for a swim.actually i love swimming because it wont make me sweat and its cooling.i miss karen and my aunt a lot.haha.i miss her house also.actually i miss her toliet the most.she has 20 over bottles of bodyshop stuffs inside her bathroom.after i bathe,i can choose what lotion i like to use.the greedy me just tried almost everything,from passionfruit to ginger.haha.then after bath,i chatted with her and her mum.they really treated me very nice.hmm..next month,i will have a new born nephew again.haha so happy!!!everyone has grown up already,time really flies..sigh,the girl im angry with,apologised to me and asked for my forgiveness.i wonder if i should just sms her back.it is not that im petty or what but her words really hurts people.never mind,i shall sms her back in a few days time so that she will know that wo WU HUI WEN shi bu hao re de!!!!ha ha ha...hope she is nt reading this.blah!!anyway,i wish all mothers a happy mother's day!!!good night!i love my mummy...
posted @ 12:57 AM
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These few days the weather has been really hot!!!i think i can suffer from heat stroke at any moment.school is fine for me,just kinda hate computer class,i admit im a computer idiot.i really must brush up on my computer skills.actually i wasnt really used to my class,the girls in our class seems to on a different frequency.just dont know what to talk to them except for one.she is my friend's schoolmate.so coincidence.she is really nice and cute.always helping me,im really blur!!in fact,the guys seems to be more fun to be with.sometimes they can be really hilarious.oh yeshh..im bloody mad at one girl,ONE GAL!!!dont wish to mention names.so what if im quiet??so what if i dont wish to talk to you and ur DEAR friends??arghh!!she should be contented that i cant bear with all her sensitiveness.cant be bothered with her anymore.anyway i met up with the girls again.za seems to be really down,i hope everything will turn out fine for her soon.shit,didnt managed to get anything for my mum.i really have no idea what to get!instead i got myself a few tops.haha.oh dear oh dear,can anyone stop me from spending??recently,i had been taking cab.i even on call for a taxi to school just to get extra 20mins of sleep.dead,the way im spending my money is terrible.recently,i had been hearing people striking lottery.sigh,luck dont seems to be on my side or on my family rather.actually i really hate year2006,nothing seems to run smoothly for me,i hope this year will quickly end.yay!!tommorow is a holiday!i can sleep like a pig already.hehe.hmm..i think i shall bring my mum to ding dai fung for lunch on mother's day..hehe can eat the xiao long bao.yum yum!!alright,i shall stop here.i wish everyone a happy holiday!!!:D
posted @ 11:12 PM
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some random pics i took with my pretty ai ren..glad to see her today..as ever,she is still so sweet and loving..i miss her a truckloads.. ;) by the way,the neoprint machine sucks la,we got so little time to pose.what to do,yi fen qian yi fen huo..airen u look pretty k,stop saying its ugly!!haha..muacks!
posted @ 11:03 PM
The person that was once so close with me and always been there for me had gone forever.i mean emotionally.the closeness we once shared could not be retrieved anymore.he moved somewhere else already.im part to blame for this breakdown of friendship.anyway,i really hope he is doing fine and everything goes well for him.i just want to say"im really sorry and i still cherish you..."
posted @ 1:36 AM
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today went to collect my new contact lens.finally i can use my brown lens back,actually i prefer that then the normal ones.ah mui also never go school.i think i better turn up for lectures from next week onwards if not im dead.then we headed to town.haha sometimes i cannot stand this ah mui,really vain.whenever there is a mirror,she will look at it for damm long.sometimes i really need to push her away then she is willing to go.haha i told her i should invent a hairband that has a mirror attached to it right infront of her so she can look at herself for 24hrs.so pretty already dont know look and look for what.damm,im really mad at myself,i went to the salon to cut my frindge.now become an ah gong.whenever i go out i need to pin up my hair,really ugly la.nvm nvm,hair can grow,i'll just wait..hehe.as usual,we called ah cheong to fetch us home.but both of us dont want to go home early so we asked cheong to bring us to go to geylang see "chicken".haha..so enjoyable sia but all not pretty one.yucks!!!the guys there all so pervert....we also past by serangoon,whao so packed with people.the worker party is having a rally there.ai ya dont need to vote also know who is the winner already.confirm is PAP.they are so bias la.whatever they say is all correct.anyway who cares,i also got no chance to vote.shall end here...hehe
posted @ 11:44 PM
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im back to school today!2 hours only...so happy!!!but i never do my tutorial hmwk and everything the lecturer go through i catch no balls.sat must stay at home and study le!!haha..however tml i still wana pon.i realised majority of people in my class all wear contact lens.one of them can even wear them for 1 month without taking it off.must be pyscho,one day confirm turn blind.today i wore the acuvue define,the lastest lens that make ur eyes look bigger.hmm not bad,my eyes indeed look brighter and bigger but it is far too expensive.lucky the kind aunty gave me try.hehe.i promised to look after my lens from today onwards,dont be so lazy!!!!sighh..my eye is still swollen and slighly red..so ugly!!!deserved me right also la.anyway today i went far east with my dearest zaza and bought things again.hehe.i missed her a whole lot!!!hope to meet up with her again.tommorow i must really comb the streets for my mum and bro birthday pressie.i hope i dont end up buying my own things.haha.ohhh ya,yesterday i went rp to look for ah mui,whao her school is really damm nice and big like airport.really change my opinion of the school.rp its not a bad choice actually..haha hmm so im relieved for angel.i got to go..byebye..
posted @ 10:27 PM
IM F*CKING BORED NOW!!!!~~~im on mc for 2 days.missed 3 tutorials.im dead,wonder if i can catch up anot.i shall ask for help tommorow.my eye looks better now,not as scary as the last few days which looked like some alien or something.i miss my piano lessons,i feel like taking up again but i got no money.im a pathetic poor girl now.my dad is rather ridiculous la i can say,he allowed me to sign up for the lessons a few years ago then stopped me after i get a grade1 cert.i mean if he knows on the long run,he cant afford it then he should had not allowed me to take up the lessons in the first place.imagine now moving on to grade 3(i mean theory not practical),i got to memorise grade1 and 2 stuffs again.seriously,i forget the fingering already.sigh...money makes the world goes round.my dream is to play cannon in d.now i think playing mary had a little lamb will be alittle hard for me already.):never mind,when im older and have the money,i will take up again.im so happy,my bro got a flat in punggol..whooo..i need not worry staying far away from my friends already.hehe.i must stay his house for at least once a week..lalala...sian,time for exercise again...i wonder why eating is so enjoyable while exercising is like a torment.if i can eat everything without putting on weight,how nice would it be..i think im really a pig,anyway i hope next life i can b a pig also so i can eat non stop without worrying how i look because all my family and friends are also pigs so we are LOOKALIKES!!!yippess!!!OiNk OiNk~~~siao...got to go..bye bye...smile everyone..hehe..
posted @ 1:17 PM
ArGhhh!!!im sick again!im supposed to meet them for shopping but i couldnt made it again.my eye is even worst then yesterday,the swell did not subsides at all.worst till,i woke up with an aching body and a feverish feeling.sigh,no one is at home and i got to take care of myself.i used to like being ill because i can feel the concern from the people i love but now i think its plain bo liao!!!haha.hate it to core now because i realise i had been falling ill very frequently and it always hinder me from doing the things i like.it must be the bbq food yesterday,too heaty already.oh ya,yesterday went to the class gathering with an ugly eye.actually its not really a class gathering because it wasnt the whole class just a few of us.stupid ah cheong dont want to come.the food was really sumptous.actually i dont like bbq,so hot and still must wait for the food to cook.haha but that ah gong yong chuen seems to enjoy it.he cooked everything for us,we just have to sit there and wait to tuck in.too bad he cant enter the culinary course in tp,if not it will be a great start of career for him.it was kind of a sad gathering because everyone will be heading to a new road and we will all have less time for one another.im gonna miss everyone of them.mother's day is coming,i wonder what to get for my mum..hmm..sigh...i hate to stay at home!!!!!i want to go out!!i need to rest already,having a bad headache now...nite nite...):
posted @ 1:56 PM