Damm!Im dissapointed with my POM result,i just passed by 1 mark.I should have studied harder but why didnt i?I realised i had not been consistent in my other modules as well.Everything i just do is at the last minute.I know now whatever i say also cannot win any marks so from today onwards im going to study hard and do all my tutorials homework!God,please give me the motivation to study...im really getting lazier and lazier..sighhh..
posted @ 10:12 PM
Today im super super dupee tired!!!We were all burning the midnight oil last night just because of the csa projects and got to wake up early as well to submit our project.Not everyone wore formal,only half the class wore.haha some looked pretty smart in that outfit.can you imagine if i work in an office in the future,i have to wear that for at least 6 days a week.how boring my woredrob will be..i lacked of sleep until i felt giddy on my way back home.Took a nap in the afternoon and now turn out i cant sleep.stupid!!im tired but i cant sleep,this feeling is terrible you know??I just downloaded Photoshop but i dont know how to use it,it's like extremely difficult...but fear not i will master it one day.haha.Tomorrow gonna go back to Punggol to collect my O Level cert.pretty excited to see all my teachers again.Lots of fond memories i have in there.really missed punggol,miss the daily routine in school,sing the national song,go back class,crap,stress,study,laugh,lots of toliet breaks,eat,snacking,chat at the study table,gossiping about bitches and blah blah blah..everything just came to an end so quickly,thinking of it,it just seems like yesterday..:) Punggol sec,i missesss uuuu sooo much..well got to end here..hehe..shall update again tml..ciaos peeps!
posted @ 12:37 AM
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Finally i had finished my project powerpoint.Im really dead beat now.Today i escaped from work early again because Eliza came to look for me and i was tired so i left early.I had dinner with her and we walked around the central.Experienced a really bad customer service at the accessories shop just now.I just felt that this salesgirl was particulaly picking on us just because Eliza did not put back the hair bandana with the price tag on.She just kept saying it will cause them to mix up the price of the different bandana.If she said in a nicer tone,it is fine but when we took picture of ourselves there,she actually came to us and said we should not take.I just flared up and scolded her for her bad customer service.Her tone was really sarcastic.I cant stand such services.Im really dissapointed.Customers are extremely important,without us how they think they can survive with the rental cost and other expenses.Forget it,i shall not return to that shop anymore.I think i got to sleep soon,i have a presentation tomorrow.I really hope our group will do well.It was really a last minute job.Good night people!
posted @ 12:32 AM
im so furious now!!!EXTREMELY I TELL U!!!dont know why these few days somebody must always anger me.I dont care if this person is reading my blog or what now.PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!GET SOME ATTIDUDE!!!WITH THIS KIND OF ATTIDUDE U CANT GET ANYWHERE!!!dont even know your best friend said things about you yet you keep trusting her.i wonder why am i so kind to be concern about your affair as well.and STOP BAD-MOUTHING ME!!!totally so different from your sister..you just care about yourself and dont know how many people besides you are so concern for you and even cried for you.pathetic,really pathetic...Now u dont even worth a second of sympathy from me and STOP BULLYING MY BEST FRIEND.I DONT CARE IF U R HER SISTER OR WHAT.show at least a little respect for your sister as well.right now i cant even differentiate who is the elder and the younger one.haizz IM REALLY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted @ 11:32 AM
MY BLOOD IS BOILING NOW!!!BLOODY TP!!!^*^*^(&&*$%$^%$(&&(^^^$^#%#$*^&&)**(()*)_(_)(.............CALL 1 PERSON,MUST LINK TO 3 PERSON BUT NONE OF THEM KNOW HOW TO LOG IN??????HAIZZ THIS SEM SURE NO CHANCE TO LEARN FRENCH ALREADY...IM SO SAD!!!!!!AND PISSED OFF WITH THE SCHOOL SYSTEM,SO INEFFICIENT.WHAT THE F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted @ 11:12 AM
This few days totally sucks because i had been feeling extremely restless and moody.Perhaps it's due to the monthly thing.I hate to throw my tantrums unneccesarily because i will always hurt the one im close with like my mum.I just shouted at her for throwing my things away,feeling so guilty now...sigh!Today went to do econs project but didnt do much on it coz we all dont know how to do and tomorrow i got to do another project.Im sick of projects!!!I missed just sitting in class hearing the teacher speaking.I suddenly feel like having a dog again,i miss my dog too..imiss his greedy look,i miss his footsteps..my mum said she will only agree to buy a dog after we get our own house.i feel like getting a beagle,the big ears and round eyes just looked so adorable!!!actually if i was given a choice,i would still take a golden retriever.i prefer huge dog so it can protect me and besides that it is known for its obedience.hehe.Just now went online to see the acessories of maple syrup,i tell you,it is so nice can!!!i just hope i can buy everything.sigh but i no credit card so i must wait for any organizer to organise a spree than can buy.so cheap also!!haizz dont say anymore,heartache now,no money no talk!i cant believe im that lazy too,today give tuition halfway i nearly fall asleep.im now looking forward to my pay....then i will head straight to the salon!!!ha ha ha...wana sleep already,nighttttttttttttttttttssssssssssssss
posted @ 11:25 PM
I just came across a stranger's blog accidentally.It was really sad and touching that my tears cant stop flowing.I guess it just reminded me of my past,my break up.The way she wrote and how she faced her break up share many similarities with me but the only difference is she hasnt get over it while i did.Perhaps she shared more memories with her ex bf than i do thats why it takes a longer time.I really really hope this stranger will quickly forget about her ex boyfriend.Actually i really hope the guys will take a further step in understanding girls,when girls cry or maybe do things that seems childish to you are kind of a turn off but have you all realised that the pain we are going through and how much we are trying to get over it is really tormenting.Tears are precious,they arnt shed unnessarily.I admitted i did once tried to block my ex's msn,delete his number and whatever i could so that i wont be reminded of his existance.I find no wrong in doing that if it makes me feel better.To say the truth,i really did felt much much better.I dont disagree of ex-lovers being friends but it take times and strength to do that.Not everyone can take things easily,everyone has its own characters.Thats why they say man are from mars,woman are from venus.Sometimes when you tell friends from your own gender,they really can understand how you feel and why are you behaving in that way but to the opposite sex,they might just think you are crazy!Anyway the memories i once had with my ex bf are still unforgettable and i will cherish it no matter what because after all we still enjoyed the days we once shared.This is what we called "LIFE"....hehe...ehem i feel that i have grown up a little..hahaha..i shall end my story here.
PS.By the way,my dear angel dont be troubled over that matter,i'll always be there for you rain or shine like you had always done so.;)
posted @ 1:14 PM
Im so exhausted now!Just now i just slacked the whole way through during work.Its bloody boring.David came to visit me and helped me by buying one toothbrush.haha.Bay bay also came and accompanied me for dinner.it has been so long since i saw her,kinda miss her so decided to give her a call.While working,Eric called and i just pretend that im sick.haha and he offered to send me home.As usual i went home abit earlier and i asked him to send bay bay back home too.Actually he is quite a nice chap la,though abit lame at times but he can make u laugh.his honda car damm nice and comfortable.i just said i wanna eat ice cream,he immediately drove to a shop and buy for me.then he treated me dinner.haha.i wonder how my brother will react if he know this..who cares!!haha.die le,im getting out of shape again..stop binging le..please!!!!Tomorrow is father's day and i still have not talk to my dad yet but i decided to give him a pack of cigeratte as a gift.he is still my dad la..i still loves him.i think i just wish him via sms.just now saw Xu qi and she was shocked that i wore braces,i think practically all my friends are surprise,braces only ma,dont play play 2 years time i will be prettier..hahaha...just joking,well im sleepy already,got to go..ciaos!
posted @ 10:18 PM
Sian ar!!!!tomorrow must work,must stand again,must smile again.Anyone wanna employ me to be tai tai?????!!!haizz...ah jose stop your laziness again!!!!!Im so sleepy and tired now.I need cashhh urgently!!!sigh...im kinda sad now..heard that wan ting is deciding wheather to continue poly or get into SIM,on one hand i really hope she can make it there but on the other hand i cant bear to let her go.she is my only closest friend in poly,if she leave,then me how???i will be so lonely.does that means i really must be independent already?sigh..i hate the feeling of being alone.anyway i will still pray for her acceptance in SIM.3 years in poly is just a waste of time for her.never mind,i must jia you!!!shall end here..nights:(
posted @ 10:08 PM
oh ya,took this yesterday,my first neoprint with my braces on!.jpg)
the scenary of the resort..so blur..i wan a digi cam!!.jpg)
see the patrick on the left..look like goldfish anot??opps:x.jpg)
Took a candid shot of ah cheong,who ask him so di siao!.jpg)
Pretty right???dont drool k?hahaha.jpg)
twist,twist,twist...hack care e ugly brace already..haha.jpg)
In the car starving...mui looks like tweety here!haa.jpg)
Bored while waiting for cheong to buy dvds!
I just reached home from Johore Bahru.Today is really a bloody tiring day!Yesterday i reached home around 4 because i went to meet David to kbox after having lunch with ah mui and ah za.Hehe and of course i had a great time singing with him.I think he can sings really well.The thought of having a dream to be a singer when i was young just makes me wanna laugh la.please la,stop those daydreaming and get back to reality will you??haha.i still think i sings very well last time,crazy de.haha.luckily he is always there helping me by singing along with me.actually he kinda leave me a good impression and i kind of enjoy spending my time with him.I hope he will settle his problems quickly so that he will be a happy man once again!
so with the kbox,im left with a pathetic 3 hours of sleep and is it sufficient for a sleeping beauty like me?NO!!OF COURSE!!!haha.however im still excited over the trip to JB with ah cheong and my friends....i get all ready by 10 and waited for him to fetch me.i hated the first few hours there la because the shopping centre practically got nothing to shop and besides that, i got no money lorrr!!!by the way can you believe, i did not spent a single cent at all!!hahaha...so happy!malaysia hor,abit cheena lor the things there.the shops like ah lian ah beng like this and the youngsters there especially the guys are really those typical bengs.Hair centre parting then dressing like ai ya undescribable la.i rather shop at my hometown,singapura...hehe,so clean,so trendy..
after that we headed to the famous kong kong seafood resort.we lost our way there so we took dont know took how many hours just to get there.we were all complaining of hungerness.though the journey was long but i enjoyed crapping and joking around with them in the car.cheong and the rest of us even gang up to try to get his goldfish friend to blanja.ah cheong even wanted to use me as a bait in hope that he will treat because he said i looked the most hiao!!wth!!!ai ya by the way better dont everytime give people nick name,so evil,okok his name is Patrick.He is not bad la but look wise no comments.hahahaha..omg!!!oh yesh the seafood there are quite nice but unfortunately i didnt managed to eat my pepper crab because of my braces.so i kept eating the fish and nearly finish it all by myself.haha.anyway they dont really fancy the fish what so i eat lor.i just love the steam fish the most,so yummy!!!we even ate kong kong(a sea snail),ah mui dont dare to eat but i think it's quite nice leh.haha,i think it taste quite similiar to escargo or rather it is.haha whatever.the whole meal costed about 244RM and who pay??of course is Patrick..haha.this stupid cheong ate the most,so greedy!!!after that it was getting pretty late so we headed straight home and i slept my way through out the journey.3 hours back home you know..so tired!!!anyway i really wanna thanks ah cheong for bringing the 3 of us out despite we being so noisy and demanding.haha.i really enjoyed the little trip today though it is a short one because i have my bestest friend and favourite teacher around,they simply mades a big difference:D...hehe..time to orh orh le...goodbye my love!!!~
posted @ 8:09 PM
I wonder what to blog today..ermm..i have been thinking these for many days,i realise when girls start get older,their perspective of a boyfriend changes.I have a classmate of mine whom had just broke up with her bf because she felt that they wont have any future.her bf is an ITE student and he just spent his life loitering.Few years ago,she dont seems to care about financial stability,future status and blah blah blah,all she care was the "love" that was as strong as a flame.Do all girls really change such mindset when they get older?i guess majority does including myself too.But is this considered materialistic?Actually it depends on the girls.I wouldnt go with a guy that has lots of money but i dont love him at all.however,some girls dont mind as long as her beau provide her with what she wants.I wrote "fetish about everlasting romance" in my msn nick.i really hope my next relationship would be long,i dont mind going through those "storms" as long as we are still together in the end.Going through a break up is really aint a nice feeling and it's really really exhuasting.haha maybe im a lazy lover but i really cant understand why some girls can change their bfs like nobody business...weird weird weird..
posted @ 4:28 PM
Today i went to do my passport and luckily they allowed me to get it earlier because i cooked up a story that my "grandma" is sick in JB.haha.the queue was really long and this is the first time i go myself.thats shows that im on the road to independent!!!!yippee!!!hehe..then after that i decided to meet David at cp because he seems really down so i decided to listen to his woes.I really didnt expect that we will be able to click that well because he is much older then me and i thought we wont have the same frequency.haha .After that he accompanied me to do my braces,oh ya i had done my braces and i look horrible in them la!haha,i feel really uneasy with a piece of metal in my mouth now,its okay,2 years will end soon.then we went to watch slither,OMG it is so gross but it's nice la.hehe...alright i shall end here..good night,sweet dreams!
posted @ 11:45 PM
I was late for church today because i cant stop watching devil beside you on youtube.I did not finished the last few episodes so since i was bored the whole day i decided to finish it.I just love happy endings,it makes me really happy!haha.mike he is so cool and suave!im smitten by his coolness and roughness..ooooo...haha.I dont know why when guys are rough,they just turns me on.kekeke,i must be insane!I love the part when he kissed yang cheng ling on the bed,it just make me recall of something.so sweet!hehe.I had dinner with ai ren and she seems worried about her dad.PS.airen,dont worry,look on the bright side alright?i'll keep you in my prayers:) ...im hoping tommorow when i do my passport,they will immediately grant my pass.by the way,im so thankful to ah cheong,he said he will fetch me go,how sweet my teacher is..too bad he is married..hahaha...never mind there is a goldfish also..my gold digger!!!!haha just kidding!hmm..i realised i have been blogging everyday,i think it's a habit now,if i dont blog i feel uneasy.hehe..okay im off,may god bless everyone and hope you all have a great week ahead!!!ciaos peeps!
posted @ 8:50 PM
Today is a great day to start my holidays.Just now I went shopping with ah tal.it has been so long since i saw her,i really miss her so much.she is still as sweet as ever.Actually it is suppose to be the 4 of us but this ah za complaint tired,idiot!still must wait till tuesday just because of her!!!Finally i bought my brother's birthday gift,it's a t-shirt from Zara.I hope he will like it,I,myself bought a top from Zara.hehe.my eyes are really spoilt.im so damm happy also,i bought a straw bag for 5bucks only,did you hear that?its 5 bucks!!!actually i saw it on seventeen mag then when i was shopping around i actually saw it and its on sales.omg!!!i like the gold and white bag from new urban male but its like so expensive.haha just now i saw sebas at MQ,i cant believe he knows how to operate the sound system.he kept calling me to ask me to show him my bogay teeths.i die also wont show him!haha!by the way my gums are getting more and more painful la,worst then yesterday,never eat also pain.haizz..i have not extend my passport,im dead,im going to ruin this whole trip!anyway i had a really wonderful time catching up with crystal.we cant stop giggling away and we even talk about something i cant believe we will ever talk about.haha what kind of english im using wor.anyway im really happy to see the change in her,i mean as in how she handle her relationship.she used to be so tigeress and possesive but now i can see her happily trying to give a surprise to bran on his birthday.hehe..i really hope they will get marry one day!alright,i need to get some sleep,goodnight everybody!
posted @ 10:14 PM
Last night i slept so soundly because today my holidays starts!!!so happy!Today i ate porridge and it's super yummy and healthy.haha i cooked it myself,i added all kind of vegetables inside but it looks like baby porridge because i cut all the ingredients until very small.Mouth pain so must avoid solid food.im craving for chocalates now!!10mins more to worldcup and everyone is crazy over it,i mean all soccer fanatic.i think those girls that have a soccer fanatic boyfriend are kinda poor thing because when they watch,they dont seems to care anything around them.too obsess!!!haha.time to sleep!shopping,im COMING!!!!!;)
posted @ 11:47 PM
I didnt expect today extraction to be so painful.I had a hard time trying to sleep just now.By the way im so excited because next week im going to Malaysia with ah cheong!but im afraid my passport cannot be make in time.also,i dont have money now.sigh...siew juan birthday is coming too,i think i will ask the rest to fork out some money to share.i guess this sat kbox is mission impossible also..no money no fun.haizz..today this guy friend of mine is abit crazy and childish,i just joke that my preference of guys are hair dyed,abit ah beng look and unfortunately he didnt fall in this category so after hearing that,he actually put down the phone and sms saying he is very sad.really pyscho!so rude lor,put down the phone.i wana watch tv le,byebye...
posted @ 8:54 PM
Just had my dinner and my nap but still feel damm tired.I was almost late for my POM test.so difficult sia,cannot score already.my handwriting is so messy,i think the marker must be wondering whether it is a pri sch kid work or a poly student.haha no time to write finish lor..now im left with csa and i dont feel like studying that.so boring..i hate computers now!!Tonight i cannot sleep my comfortable bed already..sighhhhh..tomorrow gonna extract another 2 molars and im scared....i wonder how im going to eat after that,now im depending on the right side of my teeth to chew the food and if tml i extract,im left with no sides to eat.omg!!!arghh i dunwan to tu liao,byebye time to study!
posted @ 6:57 PM
Im left with 2 more papers!!!yoohoo!!!Today was accounts,i felt that this paper is no kick lor.easy sia!hmm better dont over confident,suddenly never get A,will pai sei one.haha.lucky i never waste my sleep today,i still thought of waking up at 5 to study but in the end i study for half an hour then return back to my sleep.haha.i really need lots of sleep!at least 10 hours if not i will be like a zombie the next day and start throwing tantrum again.hehe.sleeping wan sui!!!~i want to dye and highlight my hair!!!the roots are now so black,not nice le.but but but..who want to give you money to dye my dear??sigh..im not on talking terms with my dad again.yesterday he called me and asked me is it i told the legal aid that i want to be under the custody of my mum then when i said yes,he sounds kinda sad.why must divorce right,make everyone so sad and moodless,if not everyone can stay under the same roof,no need to worry for lodging all these.i still remember last time i used to sympathised with ah tal because she is also from a broken family,i always tell my parents how poor thing she is with no fatherly love,now leh,my turn loh.how i wish time could stop when everything is so peaceful,i can see my daddy and mummy happily chatting about work,my kor kor playing rough with me(always drag me on the floor and laugh then i will always pretend to cry out in pain so that my dad will scold him,haha) and my elder bro will play his playstation with a bin chao chao face.haha.Then during the evening,my dad will drive us to eat supper with the rest of my relatives,i still remember the ju seng mee pok,super yummy lor.then if we go shopping,my mum and i will shop the girls department while my dad and bro will shop the man and electronic department then after a few hours we will meet up.oh ya i still remember we always go to northpoint the "football" restaurant.our family favourite makan place.it sells western food and everything there is got to do with football one.i like the blackpepper steak!!a happy and simple family just shattered like that,such a pity huh...never mind,i believe everything happens for a reason,these shall remain as my sweetest memories,all the unhappy ones i shall just forget it.lets look forward to a better life!!!!
posted @ 11:46 AM
Ms pinko diary,im back again!Thanks God i have "you" to kill my boredom away.It's 3 and im still at my desk typing away instead of studying.Im just not in the mood for study,hmm i shall drag to 4 before i start.today econs paper was quite ok but i think im too nervous and eventually I forgot some.actually econs is not that bad,if you understand,it's quite easy.hehe(: my teacher always say you must tryyyyy to love the subject you hate most so now im tryyyyinnnngggg to love econs.haha.well well well,what shall i confide to "you" today or rather tell you.hmm..actually all girls like to envy other girls that are happily in love and whenever the girl starts dating,they always write in their blog how sweet their bfs are but when 1 month pass,2 month pass,hur hur...storyline change liao,the girl will start saying things like"how i wish my bf will be like what he use to" or "why he changed so much?".haha.last time i use to envy such girls that have such tian tian mi mi relationship but when time passes,it's not as sweet as you think.so now everytime i see a girlfriend of mine or a stranger that are engross in their "honeymoon" period,i will always wait for the time when she start ranting about her bf or wishing how things will go back to the past.It's quite funny actually.haha.okok,i shall not go on any further,im yawning already,i need to catch some wink before i study.ah jose,jia you jia you jia you!!! :D
posted @ 3:00 PM
I realised that everything proceeds really quickly.Time doesnt seems to wait for you.A few months ago,im still waiting for my poly admission but now exams are here.It is driving me crazy.Im really worry for econs,i just seems to have phobia in this module,i dont know why.i really cant wait for thursday to come.i still owe my brother's birthday present,i must quickly buy it.Buddy is getting into army already and we doesnt seems to have fate meeting each other.haha.when im not free,he is free and when im finally free,he got to go in already.anyway i wish him all the best inside!hehe.By the way i really cant stand some people being so kiasu towards their studies.Even if you are so worry about your studies,also dont show it out la,extremely turn off!and wtf must they know wheather their friends besides them got study or not,just concentrate on yourself la.hai yo!!!arghh its time for study...anyway good luck for my tests tommorow..jia you AH JOSE!!!!
posted @ 12:27 PM
Finally I had done my extraction of teeths but it is not complete yet,i still left with 2 teeths.My gosh,i was traumatised by the whole session of extraction.The dentist kept calming me down.It was not really that pain as i had always thought but the sight of injections just irks and scare me.I kept whining like a little girl and tears slowly just flow down.My gum is starting to be painful already.Luckily i bumped into ah mui and fipeng while rushing to the clinic and they accompanied me.i never expect to end up in the same clinic with wan ting.haha.i cant wait for the next extraction,faster do faster take out.im so hungry now but i cant eat..by the way today we had a trial presentation for com skills.i dont know what's wrong with me,i get all so tense up and i just trembled when i spoke.i talked about my best friend,Angel.i hope it doesnt bored my class.haha.i wonder what to present for the actual presentation and im so excited,we got a chance to dress formal!!!haha..alright shall write till here...(:
posted @ 7:37 PM
it's now half an hour before tution.My eyes are closing,feeling really tired now.after school,i went to take my test and i didnt complete it.damm!i just hope i can at least get a passing mark.who ask me to oversleep or rather lazy.haha.im suppose to wake up at 5 to study but i kept changing the alarm time.i realise even when i left 10minutes of sleep,i felt extremely happy.sleeping is my passion.keke.test is around the corner and stress is building up.i hope next week quickly ends so i can go out.im suppose to go out with eliza and buddy this week but i cancel it because of the damm tests!!im also hoping there is another 5/1 gathering.i hope to see guo an,seng,bran,amirul,wanyi and of course my gang!!!i really wonder how are they doing...lots of things to catch up with them.its time...got to go..take care peeps!
posted @ 6:09 PM