These few days have been really hetic for me.I was tired,stressed and upsat.Yesterday i was extremely down,it seems like the whole world has fall on me.I went with my mum to meet the bitch's daughter.My mum told her about the affair of my dad and her mum.she was shocked.My mum cried as she spoke and i helplessly just sat there.For 3 years,their family was kept in the dark and life just goes on happily for them but what about my family?We just have to experience this trumatised situation and carry the burden all by ourselves.Her daughter said she wont let her younger brother know about this matter only after he had completed his degree.That's so sweet of a sister to do that and that's so lucky of his brother not to know that.He was protected for fear it will affect his studies.What about me?im different,i knew it all right from the start and got to go through so much of pain.it is so unfair!i just cried my way home.though i know my dad is having an affair but in my heart i always hope what i heard or what i believed is not true.Now i just felt that why am i working so hard,giving tution,work during the weekends while my dad is happily using the money he is supposed to give me to spend it on the woman.I felt foolish,sometimes i even sympathised with him and told him to give me less.Right now,i dont think i will have the time to date,to relax and to enjoy.Im tired,really tired.I really need a shoulder to lie on but everyone seems busy with their lifes...where are you guys...:`(
posted @ 10:42 AM