Damm!Im feeling extremely guilty now.The moment i reached home,i saw a gift on my table and it was from my student.It was a Teacher's day gift,a photoframe of his picture.It was really an unexpected and sweet gift.I was guilty because i bluff his mum that i was sick and im unable to make it for today.How can i be so irresponsible?I choose fun over helping him in his studies.But but...i really want to spend time with my friends.I missed them so much,angel,crystal,syaza,juan,wan yi and geraldine.This is like a rare opportunity to meet and go out with them because everyone is in a different school now.Anyway,im really relieve and happy today because my exams are finally over.Also,i went back to my secondary school to visit my teachers.I saw Mrs Lim,mr wu,mrs viddya,ms lee and many more.haha i really missed punggol.Though mrs viddya is really lazy,she can be really nice too,haha she even hugged me when she saw me!i also saw ah wu,my uncle,haha can you believe i actually had a crush on him when i was in sec4??OMG!!oh ya i saw ms farah...i still hate her,she is still as hypocritical.teacher-student relationship??go n eat shit la!! @$#$% 5 years in punggol really bring lots of fond memories,its a place where i matured from a young gal to a fine lady.Time flies..Sadly,today i dont have the chance to see mr cheong and mr yeo..my favourite teachers!!!sigh..haha but never mind coz today i saw an an.Dont know why today see him my heart beat so fast.i must be crazy!haha.today i finally saw wan yi!!so glad to see her.we used to chat a lot during school times.i still rmb she always help me in my chinese oral while i helped her in the english one.Then after visiting the teachers,we went to watch snake on the plane.wahh,super thrilling but gruesome.i had a free "massage session" the whole day from ah tal,she siao one lor,keep grabbing my arms.haha!!But damm nice lor...the breast part is so funny!keke.wahh super tired now wor,from 12 am last night till now,i still haven sleep.i look so haggard now...i wanna orh orh le..good night people...muack muack..happy teacher's day to all teachers!!!hee...i love my glitz too...
posted @ 9:47 PM
Im so sad now.I just got the news that my brother has broken off with his girlfriend.I just feel so sad now.I really hope he will get marry soon.Please lord,help them to get back together.Why everyone in the army seems to face break ups???is it a trend?Its insane!!I really feel like giving up on accounting now..im bound to flunk badly..feeling so exhuasted now..i just miss my bed so badly!sigh...im looking forward to tml..coz im visiting my secondary school.hehe..
posted @ 2:42 AM
Yippie yippie!!Ah jose is super duppee happy today.Though im so stress up now,the little yummy mac breakfast lighten me up.Can you believe im grinning away as im typing now?hahaha.Im beginning to think of someone right now..keke..i hope im the lucky girl.wahh..ah za has a boyfriend now le..so happy for her..after so long,finally she get to be with the guy she likes.I think the power of love can make someone really very happy,yesterday while chatting with ah za through the phone,you can hear that she is really blissful now..ai ya i just so happy for her now la..haa..i must be siao le.okok back to my studies le..jia you ah jose!!!
posted @ 5:00 AM
Im feeling so terrible now.Im so stress that i cant eat,i cant sleep and my head hurts real bad.I could no longer take it anymore until i cried for an hour just now.I wonder why i had become so vunerable towards stress.I was able to manage it really well in sec sch times.I realised i have not been putting my education as my priority as well.Scoring As is not in my mindset anymore.My dad predicted it right,before i enter poly,he told me i am bound to neglect my studies.I wished i could tell him my problems now and i really hunger for his encouragement and advises.It's always his encouragement that strive me to do better just like the nlevel and olevel period.But now my dad has gone to somewhere far apart,a place where it is impossible for me to look for him...daddy,will u just come back?:`(
posted @ 8:53 PM
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couple become hao peng you,hao nan de wor!!!~~haha
See his old hair..so much nicer...haha
i like this pic a lot coz i look very sweet inside.hahahaha!!!
WHAT THE HELL?blogger,if this time u dua me again,i gonna kill u!!!hem!Just now post until so nice then all vanished in a sec!Alright shall repeat what i had written just now.Before i met my ex for dinner,i went with xiao an zai to study but unfortunately it ended up in a chatting day again.haha.Then after that,i met my ex in the mrt.He was late and as usual he wont denied is his fault,such a idiot right??*gals out there,choose bf must choose reasonable one!!hahaha.he also shocked me with his new looks,super ah beng now le...should have took a photo of him and post it here.i think his look is deterioating lor while mine is improving(hahaha,he sure complain once he read this,blah!)just jokin la!haha but nonetheless his sunshine smile still never fade.We went to paris buffet to have our dinner.it was a treat from him coz he still owes me a bday pressie.hehe he knew i love choco fondue and sashimi so he brought me that,at least he still rmbs what i like so lovin him once wasnt that bad afterall.haha.i think the food there are great,there are so much of variety to choose from.Super ex too...next time got money must bring my mum along.hehe.i feel so pig now la,sigh tml must exercise and study again.sian diao...haizz...i dont want to elaborate any further,shall head to bed now...hehe anyway i shall post some old photos of us.dont misunderstood,its just reminisng,nothing much..hehe..
ps.tell me why eating is such a pleasure while exercising is such a torment,not fair!!!~
posted @ 12:11 AM
I just ended my daily workout and im feeling so sweaty now.Im waiting for my body to cool down before i head to the shower.Can you believe,i kept increasing my exercise,from 90 sit-ups to 400 and from 50 push-ups to 240.Phew!It requires a lot of determination and effort okay?Anyway I want to continue increasing until i no longer can take it.Actually Im quite happy about my arms now,it feels much firmer and tone.haha but the fats from my stupid fatty tummy just dont seems to go away,so angry man!!400 not enough meh??sigh..I really must lose weight by this christmas.I want to wear all kinds of clothes.whooo...if i manage to lose weight,im going to buy a pair of Levis,tight fitting tees,nice tubes and lots lots more.I need lots of critical remarks so keep me motivated!!!so please my dear friends,dont be afraid to hurt me,just critisize me,say im the fattest girl in spore or call me a pig,I REALLY WELCOME YOUR INSULTS....hahaha i think i had gone bonkers liao.My mummy is so funny la,she likes to contradict herself.If i mention to her that i wanna take slimming pills,she will pull a long face and start ranting at me then yesterday she actually asked her friend for it because she wanna lose on her tummy!My God!haha then i jokingly told her that i needed it more than her coz it will be a great investment for me in the future AS WELL as her,more guys woo=higher possibility of getting her a Rich son-in-law.haha then we both started laughing.And guess what?she gave me try.haha.I think losing weight is going to be an obsession for me already..worry worry..however,i must still JIAN CHI DAO DI!!!All right,i shall go bathe now and start mugging again...ciaos..
Ah jose wanna be a slim pretty girl...haha
posted @ 11:22 AM
IM SO STRESS NOW!!!!!HOW??I HAVE NOT STUDY FINISH!!:`( i hate accountings,i really hate it.im so scared of this subject until i saw any word that got to do with accounting,i start to tremble.i dont wana study,i hate studying,i wanna gai gai,i wanna sleep.My head is so pain now...
posted @ 10:32 PM
8 more days to my exams and im still at my desk typing away.I only started on accounts.I think im in deep trouble...i got no mood to start.Im sick of studying...I want to live in a stress-free world but i know it is never possible.I guess i wont be touching my computer for these past few days,i need to focus on my books already.Time for S-T-R-E-S-S!!!Shall update again if i have the time..in a mean time,Good luck for those who are taking their exams...=(
Ah jose misses u all!!
posted @ 1:57 PM
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Ah seng and i...miss him lots!hehe
i wan her clevage...hahaha!!!.jpg)
sexy mui and i in toliet.jpg)
sweetie ah tal!!.0.jpg)
lovely juan.....jpg)
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BEST FRIEND FOR ETERNITY!!!!MY <3.jpg)
A photo before facing the world....jpg)
dun u love my curls??hehe....jpg)
this was taken a few days back when i acc her 2 choose her bday pressie,i bought this tube on a sale at zara...i like it a lot...haha
What a great day i had today.It was ah mui's birthday celebration.Our meeting time was 7pm but i went there early because i was so bored at home.Then i called xiao an zai to accompany me.Also,we went to make a reservation and ordered a cake for ah mui.It was choco ice cream cake.Super yummy lor!hehe i always look forward to the dessert only.cant be blame i have a sweet tooth.then met up with the bday gal and the rest of my friends.Angel looked fabulous in her green top.hehe anyway she always look good in whatever she wears la coz she is my sexy ah mui!haha.So glad to see everyone especially seng and liyana,missed them so much.Anyway I was kinda dissapointed with the swensen staffs,people wanted to plan a surprise and they like kinda leak it out.I really got no words to say.Anyway angel also dont know anything so its alright la.haha she is always blur.when the cake arrived,she blushed bcoz she was shy.haha why r u always so shy,ah mui???!I hope she love the pressie i gave her.hehe.then after dinner,the 5 of us went clarke quey to walk and the rest went home.By the way,im extremely worried for ah tal,she was ill and hmm...anyway hope she is fine la!God bless her please....After chilling out der,we took a cab back and now im home!!haha super lame...ok shall end here..ah mui,i hope u enjoy this day with us and i hereby wishes you a very happy sweet 18th birthday.May we be the BESTEST BESTEST friend for life...:D
posted @ 2:08 AM
Dark eye rings are so obvious now!!I really must learn how to sleep early already.Today done some project then went to meet xiao an zai to look for ah mui's present together.hehe.I must say he is really a real gentleman.Im sure he will make a good boyfriend,who wants to be the lucky girl??hahaha.we even took neoprints.haha i miss taking neoprints,it has been so long since i took though xiao an zai was reluctant.keke.Then when i reached home,i chatted with this guy i saw on Zouk that night.I cant believe he kept searching for me after that night that he even found my photo which i took with the other sony girls.scared me sia.haha.anyway i feel that clubbing guys arnt that good.haha..im still in search for my prince charming...wo de bai ma wang zi,ni zai na le ah???!haha..tml is mui's celebration,looking forward to it...=D
posted @ 8:13 PM
Today I went with some of my classmates to catch a movie,Tokyo Drift.Wahh..damm nice!I love the cars and the sound effect..woo so cool can..hehe Jeremy is such a gentleman,he paid half for the girls.hehe so i only paid for like 4 bucks.Today in accountings,shawna and i suddenly talked about slimming.I cant believe she is so obsess in losing weight too!haha but im glad i found a slimming competitor...so i will be more motivated.we even came out with a deal,if any one of us did not lose a kg in a month,we have to pay 20bucks to each other.hahaha.die le die la,i really cannot eat my choco,i dont want to lose my 20bucks for the sake of the chocalates that melt in my mouth for just a few seconds.SHAWNA....IM GONNA BEAT U!!!~~haha.YEaH!~~Friday gonna go celebrate my dearest mui mui's bday.Im so sorry because of our exams,we cant celebrate the whole day with ya,i promise to make up to u after my exams!We are going swensen!!!!BUT...can only eat salad...:`( time is running up,i gonna get going,time for my exercise!!!sayonara peeps!
1,2,3,4....2,2,3,4...AIM 450 SIT-UPS!!!U CAN DO IT!~
posted @ 8:55 PM
Im so lethargic now.I only slept for 5 hours and its like half of my usual sleeping time!That irritating fellow la,always disturb people in the middle of the night.haha just joking la.That fellow is my ex bf.haha i cant believe our conversation now is about the girls he is interested in and the guys im interested in.But im happy things turn out this way,though we cant be an item,being great friends are also good.It's always better then being enemies.hehe.Anyway i think he really understands me,what ever im thinking he can tell it straight away.Today im so happy because my classmates said im fairer than before.keke.Being fairer is one of my resolution for this year,i want to be as fair as snow white!!That shows my effort has been paid off,sigh but my "slimming programme" is still not improving fast enough.I must continue to work hard,do more exercise and curb my cravings!!!Jia you jia you jia you!haha.Everytime when i felt lazy to exercise and not motivated,i will always turn on my computer and view Rihanna's MV.She is really a great slimming icon for me to be motivated.Whenever i see her hot body,i feel so inferior.She is 18 and im also 18 so if she can have a great body,why cant i have??ah jose,bu yao zai ci le,especially chocalates,one month dont eat can die is it???!i wanna doze off liao,good night my pretty diary...ZzZzZ
posted @ 4:55 PM
You know what i am feeling right now?I feel like im in the world of paradise surrounded by little pretty flowers.haha.In simple term,im happy la.keke.All thanks to Ai ren.Today he came to meet me after my dinner and we chatted awhile together.Im blushing all the way la coz ai ren kept making me laugh.After when ai ren had lefted,he walked me home and it was such a sweet lovely feeling.Then we chatted at my house downstairs for awhile.It has been so long since i have this kind of feeling,just looking at the person u like can make you feel like as though u are on the top of the world.Sigh,but i know he will be busy for the next few weeks because of school stuffs and i guess i wont be able to see him that often.Oh dear,am i in love??whenever im in lecture hall or tutorial,i will tend to be dreamy,oh ya i used to experience this during sec school.I always wished my hp will ring and the person who msg is he.Im beginning to miss his smile and the way he held my hand...=D
Ps.Josephine is madly in love!~
posted @ 10:44 PM
sweet right??haha..pinko pinko is my fav colour!.jpg)
today i tried the eyelash curler xiao an zai bought for mi and it was a success but i doubt u all can really c the eyelash curlin up.hehe i can c can liao la..
sob sob..ms jo jo isnt feeling well.i feel bloated,i feel irritated and im having unbearable cramps now.I think u gals should know,my da yi ma is coming!sigh...tian arh,jiu jiu wo ba!!~Pimples is popping too.Feeling so ugly now.Why must girl have that?why why why?qi si wo le!~nothing to blog lately.Life return back to normal after my birthday,so sad.haha,boring week.Just now met mui for dinner.Next week wont be boring le,coz its time for another celebration,yoohoo!!!~LEOS are the best!keke.Just now i joked with xiao an zai for not doing me a bday card and he really did for me the min i said him.so nice of him..keke..i shall post it here k??thanks xiao an zai,muacks muacks to u too..haha.took some zhi lian pic today also,haha so im posting them as well.:P
posted @ 10:17 PM
It's 10 minutes past 1.I had just done some skipping because im feeling extremely guilty for eating so much fattening food for the past few days.Beef lagsane,oreo ice cream cake,pasta,chocalates...tell me how sinful can you not be after consuming such high calories food?As usual went to school in the early morning then went to meet ah tal to changi airport to study.She was studying while i was daydreaming.Exams are nearing yet im not motivated a single bit.Im still on a birthday mood!Shit!Can someone just slap and wake me up???By the way my dear crystal,next time can you just call or sms me personally if you feel like meeting me??PLEASE!!We have been friends for years yet you are afraid of pai sei.You are my best friend,i will try my best to have time for you even if im busy.Tomorrow it is really time to mug...i cant wait for my birkenstock slippers to arrive!!!I hope it will arrive tml,excited.Just now went to meet David for dinner at cafe cartel.it has been quite awhile since i saw him,glad to see a much happier person in him.Im really tired already,time for me to rest.Good night...
ps.the scent of envy me makes me think of him...
posted @ 12:54 AM
This beautiful e-card is made by wan teng,my best friend in poly!.jpg)
This adorable doggie is from my ai ren....jpg)
she came all the up to my hse and pass it to me,deeply touched!!!.jpg)
This is from clive..keke..lovin it to bits....jpg)
This lovely heart-shaped pendant is fr superstar juan juan...nice rite?.jpg)
This is from ah seng,joseph and qiny yuan.jpg)
my favourite F21 shirt...from sweet liyana.jpg)
This is from xiao an zai,thanks for taking the trouble to look for it...haa!.jpg)
This nice watch is fr gabriel,he still rmb i like hello kitty...i like it a lot!
My babies glitz...my loves...
standing behind the wealth of fountain(gab,wat r u doin?)hahaha
muacks....haha..
my photos with my oreo ice cream cake...
nice group pictures!!!hehe..
revenging time..took a candid pic of ah qing!!!keke
second grp pic in kbox...
the braces family...but why m i e onli one to smile with my braces shown??
all the gals pic...lazy to post one by one...haha
These entry will consists of all the photos of my celebration and pictures of my presents...oh before i end,i like to thanks Desiree AI REN for the cute doggie.You noe what ai ren,actually i dont really like soft toys but the one u bought for me,i really love it...it reminds me of my jacko.thanks so much,i luv u!!!also,i like to thanks Clive...hehe for the perfume,i love the scent a lot.i will miss you......muacks muacks everyone...lastly,i also like to thanks the rest of my friends who sent me all their wishes,it is greatly appreciated... oh ya not forgetting my poly friends...wan ting,izyan,nadia,jeremy,shawna and all la...haha....
posted @ 10:18 PM
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gab me i....jpg)
4 chio bu...hahaha.jpg)
xiao an zai and i!!!!.jpg)
see the singers...hehe.jpg)
aunty,why u spoil my picture???haha.jpg)
making funny faces again....jpg)
my hot darling mui!!!.jpg)
some ppl sae we look alike...haha..ppl is fu qi lian,we is peng you lian
love tis pic a lot...with ah juan...
the blackie trios!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!Im 18th already!Oh my god,im older by a year already.Now i can watch M18 movie,enter a club,tk driving license..haha sounds so exciting huh.Today im extremely happy and i can say that today is the most memorable day of the year2006!It seems that the event today is planned by God.Really!Im not being exagerating.I swear good friends really do exist!Today we went to kbox,then to breeks.At breeks,i knew a surprise was planned by them because their acting skills really cannot make it.(haha,where gt people pay bill pay so long one??)They actually told the staffs of breeks to walk in and sing with a cake.when i saw oreo ice cream cake,i was really touched because they actually knew it was under my wishlist of the year.After dinner,we headed for a walk at suntec and we passed by the laser dedication tingy and we actually dedicated all our names.So we all sat along the fountain of wealth and waited for our dedication to be display and mind u,it was BEAUTIFUL!After that we quickly ran to esplanade to catch the fireworks but we were kinda late so we only managed to see a little but im satisfied.hehe.
ok now i just wanna name all these people out and give some words of gratidude..
firstly,thanks my babies glitz,angel,crystal and syaza.the 3 of u nv fail to be my side all these while.for 3 yrs,all my bday are planned by all of u.I promise no matter what happens,you all will always be my bestest bestest friends...ah mui:thx 4 tking e trouble 2 organise today's celebration(i luv e cute undies..haa!)ah tal:thx 4 compromising n join us 4 evrytink! ah za:thx 4 making time for today despite ur curfew,i really miz u!
secondly,i wanna thanks siew juan.I know my words sometimes can be really harsh and hurtful but u noe mi since sec sch,im always like that but sometimes i really dont mean to hurt u,its juz my way of putting my words across.anyway,thanks for always being there 4 me!im glad u came today n i wanna sae "i dont wish 2 lose a frenship i have with u too..."
thirdly,i wanna thanks all the guys,Gabriel,Guo an,brandon,joseph,ah seng and qing yuan for taking the trouble to come and get the gifts for me.im really glad im on talking terms with gab already,he has return back to the sweet gab i once know.he even offered to send me home though there's no more bus and bought me a hello kitty watch.God,thanks for bringing him back to me.(as in frens)recently,i have been quite good with guo an.hehe and he is so nice la,find the eyelash curler for me and even call me to wish me happy bday at 12am even though he had wished already.haha.i miss my dearest ah seng very much..haha he cant make it 2 today but he actually shared and bought me a bottle of paris hilton perfume...thanks so much...
lastly,i wanna thanks my mum.though she never gave me anything(bcoz i still owe her 50bucks,hahah!!),i really thanks her for bringing me up.18 years must have been tough for her,especially when im such a demanding and hot tempered daughter.i love you very much mummy...
ok i shall upload some pictures here but it is limited coz im waiting for bran to send me the rest..hehe..so stay tune for more pictures!!
posted @ 1:00 AM
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First pressie...Pink puma jacket!!!.jpg)
second pressie...kitten heels!!!
My wonderful class,1B03 ROCKS!!!
Friends i love most,Nadia,wan jun,izyan and ting...
sweet nadia!!!
another class pic...thanks for coming!
ohhh yummy+delicious banana crumble,i enjoy this the most!!
The guys...the one with the cap is sean,we are celebratin his bday too..:)
The ladies...
wan jun and i...
lovely shawna and i!!!
ever sweet izyan...
My pretty ting,izyan and i!!!hehe...
JOSEPHINE IS SUPER DUPEE ESTACTIC!!!~haha.Firstly i wanna thanks the whole class for their wishes and the presents that they bought.Today i received 2 pressies and i really love it to the extreme.Nadia actually did remembered i like the new urban male kitten heels and they shared and bought it for me.So thoughtful of her!While The other butch bought me a Puma jacket,its just so coincidence,i was just looking for a new jacket and now i actually have one.Haha and its all pink in colour.They knew pink is my fav colour!haha.We all went swensen to celebrate.Thanks jlai for the treat!Omg i feel so fat now!!hehe.i really love my class now and i cant bear to part with them next year already.i love ting's company,i love izyan's nonsense,i love nadia's innocence,i love wanjun's friendliness,i love shawna's cuteness and the rest too...arghh..please dont let time passes so quickly!!!After that i went with the girls to esplanade to chill out.my sweet izyan actually secretly bought a mrs field cookie for me,tell me,how can i dont love her???Actually i realised our class is very generous and sweet,we help to celebrate almost every classmate's birthday...okok i shall not go on any further,i need to get ample of sleep and prepare for another celebration tml.I cant wait to see them!!!My AH MUI and the rest!!!yoohooo...
ps.i wonder if my dad actually remember my bday...:(
posted @ 12:42 AM