Ah jo is complaining again...she is damm f*cking tired!!!!I was late for work today but luckily the manager did not say anything.Well,for the past few days,its just pressing the buttons and folding the clothes and back to pressing the buttons again...repetitive work,at first it was kinda fun but now BORING!!!Work is never enjoyable.Recently heard a lot of conflicts between the staffs and some told me to be careful of certain people.Now,i miss school but without exams.HAHA!FAT HOPE!Ok,work isnt that bad la,at least my friends came to visit me.During my off day,i met ah tal for dinner and went to play pool with seng they all.Then the next day,they came to look for me and accompanied me for dinner.Thanks a lot ya!I just likes my two best friends standing beside me and chatting with me,they just makes my day!Im refering to angel and crystal.hehe.While today ,angel came to keep me company again..feel so fortunate to have such great besties...=) and of coz my wonderful bf.Though he cant keep me company physically but i know he is always there for me mentally.He never fail to call me when he is having his break and ask me how i am.Thats good enough for me.
Recently,i got my allowance and my dad still short me of money.I wonder if im really that angry with my dad or i had changed to a hard hearted person.When he asked me about it,i forced myself not to look at his face for fear i will change of heart and told him to forget about the short of money.It has been 3 consecutive months long since i had spoken to my dad a word.This is the longest time i had not spoke to him at all.And for 3 months,i no longer felt the fatherly love i always had.In fact deep down in my heart,i still love my dad a lot.However the hurt and impact he created make me retreat from him slowly and slowly away.We started to pack our stuffs into boxes already,preparing to move out from this current house after the second letter arrives.This also means after we move out,i'll not see my dad anymore.Whenever i look at the photos of my dad and i,tears start rolling down.Its time to face the reality.Im on my own already.My mum is all i have.I will try my best to give her a comfortable life like how she used to give me ever since i came into this world.Lord,lead me through...
posted @ 10:43 PM