Just now i nearly ended up in a heated argument with my mummy.Sometimes she just dont understands me enough.She said she just dont get it where had my allowance gone to.Mum,i need to pay 200 for my braces,70 for my insurance and 52 for my bus concession.It is over my allowance already.Though sometimes when i have extra,i will spent,it is not wrong what!Im still a teenager and it is easy for me to eye for all sort of things.Dont tell me that i cant spend on anything???I already tired to scrimp on what i eat,sometimes i just buy a 1.50 sandwich to fill my stomach up and wait for work to end and rush home to eat.Isnt it enough?Im so fed up!Second thing that made me flared up was she think im some kind of a human machine or what.After work,i rushed home to eat my dinner before giving tuition.I tried to eat as fast as i could already yet she said ''the poor boy wants to sleep already,you still dont want to leave arhh''the poor boy,poooor boy...yes im paid to teach but im also a human being,i should be the poor gal instead.cant i just eat my meal peacefully..im drained..really drained..i just hope the money will drop from the sky..i cant believed im crying over this.I dont want to owe money from anyone anymore.I must not give up,its just 3 weeks left and im back to school.I promised when im back to school,my main focus will be on my studies.The first sem result was really sucks,throw million of rotten eggs also not enough.sigh...now the only thing that can make me happy is my friends and boyfriend.Just seeing them alone can make me on cloud nines.Tommorow is my off day,im meeting ah tal and karen!I cant wait for the next day to arrive...i miss an an dearly..:`( nights.........
posted @ 10:18 PM