My rollercoaster life.
name:Josephine
age:18
location:Singapore
Interest:
Shopping,eating,singing,reading
Fav movies:
Horror,comical,romance
Fav Music:
r&b and pop
My wishlist:
To be independent, focusing more on my studies, respect my mum, be with him as long as fate allows us!
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Monday, November 20, 2006

I wonder if it is coincidental or the telepathy that caused the 4 of us to wear spectacles yesterday..:)

It's the second day of my new life.Yesterday was the first day and i managed to pull through the day with the accompanying of my boyfriend and friends.During that treadful night, i was awaken by my elder brother who was throwing things around the house and making noise as he does not knew that his things had moved and he was supposed to shift to my aunt's place.His frightful voice made me weeped the whole night.I smsed Angel hoping she could pop by my place and accompany me for the night but unfortunately she wasnt feeling well.However,the next morning she came to my house and brought me lunch.She even called Crystal and Syaza along.When i knew that they are coming, i felt really happy because i had my loved ones to accompany me for the day.Sadly, the minute they came i broke down and cried again because i had a bad quarral with my second brother over the phone.My heart sank again.The trauma never seems to end.But with Angel around, she still managed to put a smile on my face.I just feel so safe with my three bestest friends.We bought practically all the junk food up to my house and ate while watching TV.After that Guo an came to join us.At that moment, i just felt so lucky to have them by my side,a caring boyfriend and 3 sweetest friends.Even when they had lefted, Angel called me profusely just to ask if i had taken my dinner.Such friends are close to extinction.

Then after much persuasion by dear, i decided to go to his house for dinner.When I cried and told him that i cant experience fatherly love anymore,he embraced me and told me that he can give me both boyfriend and fatherly love as well.Though it sounds so silly but it really melts my heart.He makes me feel loved all the time.Sometimes, i felt that its really a wrong time for me to have a boyfriend now because i seems like a burden to them.I throw tantrum unnecessarily and im a crybaby all the time.Sigh.

Anyway, i just wish to thank them for being around and I will learn to be strong and be the cheerful Josephine everyone used to know....

posted @ 6:47 PM