On Friday, my dad gave me a call and when i talked to him, i nearly cried but i controlled my tears. Then yesterday i bumped into him at compass point. Seeing my dad made me really happy but i somehow felt that we had became distant.I cant seems to get back to the time whereby i am able to speak openly to him,everything seems so formal now.I tried to avoid looking into my dad's eyes because i knew if i did,i will cry again.Anyway,everything has been really smooth for me,nothing bad happened.Now mummy and i just lead our own life.She cooks for me while i washes the plates, she irons and hangs my clothes while i vaccums and mops the floors.How i really wish this house will be ours forever.
Money can really determines one's happiness. Yesterday, i went for a movie with an an then after that we went for some window shopping but after walking around,i became extremely moody and listless.Before that, an an was also feeling moody.I was fraustrated of myself,i was thinking why i will end up in this kind of situation whereby im so poor till my wallet only left a few coins and why must i scrimp whenever i had the money.Seriously, i avoid going out now because i knew if i see something i like and i cant buy, i will feel really damm down.i know im making it sounds like im making a mountain out of a molehill but shopping has always been my love.Imagine the feeling of losing a love one.Sigh.I think im really too pampered.My parents used to get what i want and now when they cant provide me, i felt lost.Because of this matter,i PMSed and i knew anan was tolerating me but he never once tried to lose his temper on me.=)And this is one point that makes me love him most.Then i apologised but he told me he understands and before that an an was also moody too because of this.The funny thing is when im happy,he was moody and the next moment when im moody he was happy so we took turns to pacify one another.haha zhen you mo qi.Money, money, money is the root of all evil...
Sian,tutorials not done and projects are suffocating me.Exams are nearing too.Damm shit!i hate the word "study"!And now,back to my project!
posted @ 5:37 PM