Fed up, frustrated and sick!That's what im exactly feeling now.Or maybe im just too tired.I just could not stand my mum.I told her umpteen times not to bring any chocalates or pastries home cos i dont wish to be tempted by these unhealthy food.I know it's all in your mind and your own willpower to control this temptation but when someone place the thing you love just right infront of u almost everyday,your resistance to it will soon get weaker and weaker.We are all human beings,i mean who dont give in to temptation,even priest do!So the only way to avoid it is by not looking at it but mummy dont get it.Sigh,mum i know you love me but you love in a wrong way.Do u wish me to grow as big as a sumo wrestler then u will stop.I tell you all how frequently she brings,monday brownie,wednesday tau sar pia and today CHOCALATES!:(
A few days ago,i also had a small tiff with my mum.She is the most selfish person.When i told her my dad wants to bring me out for a x'mas shopping,she actually forbidded me to go.Even the relatives from my dad's side,im not suppose to have any relationship with them anymore.The reasons are she wants me to hate my dad just like she do and she blames all my relatives for the cause of the separation.Mummy,6 months of cold war with daddy was the most miserable period in my life,why must you let me bear all this suffering again.I know my dad did her wrong but the thing is between her and him so why must she drag me in and make me feel so pressurised.I love u mum but i love daddy as well,please dont seperate us again.Crying in the lonely night all by myself is one thing i hate most....
Today was the last paper.Jam at the expressway ot of the sudden and i was late for 15minutes.Nadia was worst,30mins,dont cry gal,everything is over!Sigh,im bound to fail today's paper.After exam,i went straight to ah mui's house.As usual,we updated on each other life(s).Always feel so comfortable after telling her all my woes.She's the only one who understand me most.We also browsed through our neoprints that we took over the past few years.Laughing at each other silly poses and weird hairdos and missing the times when the 2 of us will meet up every friday to town.Those days were the perfect moments.Memories get richer and richer over time.Then ah cheong fetched us to hougang mall to meet mr wu.Haha,today is meeting teachers day.Missed ah cheong a lot!Mr wu brought the both of us and syaza to eat Siam kitchen.We ate buffet but you know how it was served,16 different dishes just came in a row.We were all stunned and trying really hard to finish it.Mui and i felt bloated after it but it was quite worth it la.Mr wu is a nice man,he still looks as suave as ever..haha.
Everything in my house are faulting,first is the tap,then the vaccum cleaner and now lights..what's next?Mum said she gonna buy a broom,broom???omg,i never felt so poor in my life before.cheer up Josephine,life will turn for the better, i believed.I think in a house,a man is very important bcos when it comes to fixing of things,they come in handy.haha and luckily dear helped me.Thank you!Misses him now..he seems so busy recently.Guess i must find my own activities soon and it is to WORK!!!Next week im gonna work back for sony,i need cash!!!Good night for now!
posted @ 8:36 PM