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Today is shitty boring!Sigh.Went to PS with dear for some waffle treats at Gelare.It was my treat!hehe but dear seems to love the oreo chessecake more than the waffles cos he said its too sweet for him.Then we walked around for awhile and headed back to his house.Today i just dont know why im feeling so moody,i just feel like snapping at anyone.in the end,dear was the one whom suffered.hai yo,why am i like that????I really must change my f*cking attidude.Yesterday i gave mum a cold shoulder cos i was really hurted by what she had maligned me the previous night.wtf!!!even if it's true,she was the one who caused me to be way i am now.Sigh she even cried to my bf.I know i should understand her plight but im just like the meat in between two sandwiches.DILEMMA!Life seems so f*ck up,can anyone spice up my life????!!Really not in mood for any upcoming christmas or whatever ..decided to work on eve to numb myself so as to tell myself that x'mas isnt a big deal.I used to regard x'mas as a very important occasion for me bcos im born into a Roman catholic family and we celebrated every year without fear but now............shall not mention it further,my shattered heart has yet to recover.. sign,feel like watching Polar express now...to remind me to hear the bells ring again...:(
posted @ 7:25 PM