Everything have been fine and im getting used to the new enviroment.Yesterday missed BA test cos i never study finishing but took a mc already.So i went to meet Karen for dinner at Marriott Hotel then headed to her working place.She ordered for me Lychee Martini.It doesnt taste good except that lychee fruits.Then i went with her and her collegues to the lastest bar at Siloso beach as there was an event going on there.I saw Dawn Yang,the famous blogger.whao,she is so pretty!!!
Then took a cab back.On the way home,i was feeling nauseous already.I think it was the martini and vodka that i drank.i think im really not suitable to drink.I promise i wont touch any alcoholic drinks anymore.Luckily,i met a nice taxi driver uncle whom insisted on waiting for my parents to come down then he will leave.i should had taken down the taxi number plate and commented to the head for his good excellent after service.
In between my sleep,dear came over and kept me accompany.Having him by my side made me feel so secure.I think i had really fallen deeply in love with him.I know he still loves me as much as he used to but i somehow feel different.He said im requesting too much from him that i dont even realise now.Am i?Or is it because i dont used to love him that much and now when i finally love him,what he does it's not enough already.Thinking back of the time when we are still friends but having feelings for one another made my heart races all over again.The time he bought the same fruit juice as me though he was wary if carrot and orange taste nice when blended together,the time when he bought mac muffin for me at 4a.m, the time when he asked me when can he cook fried rice for me, the time he allowed me to lie on his shoulders...How i wish we could rewind back to the time and experience it all over again.Wo zhen de hao ai ni...
posted @ 3:25 PM