Nothing much happened these past few days except that heart-breaking Monday. All was fine till my emotions ruled over me and i nearly ended a relationship so genuine, so hard to find but fortunately i was knocked into some senses with all his words and the pearly tears which i will never ever forget.I am truely apologetic by mentioning these two ugly words,i promised whatever happens i will not bring up these words again. It is a big blow to the both of us.
School was pretty much boring but with great classmates around, i had nothing more to rant about. Got back some of my results,as expected all the b and c.Well, i just got to buck up for the main exam.Sigh.I had slacken too much already.But really i do not have any motivation to study, i just wish to get a diploma and start working. I am just simple-minded or should i say traditional. Get a decent job, marry, have children and thats all.Im sure in this society not many woman would plan like this for their future.Hmm.However,this is the life that i want and im sure i will be happy with it.
Okay, time is running low. Im lefted with 10 days to actually take away all the memories i had here,i mean my home. Sometimes, i was wondering if it was nice for my mum to strike a windfall and maybe things will be much better.Anyway i had been neglecting God lately,my faith is not with him anymore..im just lost...hopefully i will get touch with him soon...
Take care everyone!
posted @ 11:28 AM