Sorry guys,i must had frightened you all.I didnt meant to show my emotional side,i tried very hard to hold back my tears but it just fell.Anyway thanks for all the console.
The thought of my parents fighting over money matters hurted me.Im emotionally and mentally stressed out.My dad said one thing but did another and with my mum constant "reminder" to beware of my dad made me confuse.I really do not know who to trust,both words are equally convincing.My dad said he is buying a cupboard for me but instead my mum is paying.My mum said he is just trying to win my heart.She had already spent a lot on the installation and fixture of the new house yet my dad kept scolding my mum.Seeing my mum cried almost everyday makes me cry too.Because of the new house,she is ill now.
I was supposed to meet Angel today but i was totally moodless.Lying on my bed,i thought of the luxury im enjoying,the air-con,the queen sized bed,the spacious room and a two storey flat.I imagined myself in my new home,cramping myself in a partition room of a 1 room flat made me cry.I used to think all those things are nothing but when i compared it,it made a great difference.If you all are able to enjoy these,cherish and treasure it,you might not know what will happen.Money really create wonders.I now know the importance of money.When it comes to money matters,kinship is no longer around,everyone run far away from you.I have been too spendthrift,spending money unnecessarily.It is really time to change.
I may be experiencing all these misfortune but it may not be so bad afterall cos God sent him to stay by my side.I really hope i will grow up fast so i can work,earned a lot of money and move away from my parents.I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him,to be his wife,to give him 2 adorable kids,to grow old with him.But i will not put too much hope on this dream,this vision,cause i always remind myself that happy things will always come to an end.I will just cherish everyone around me.Thanks for singing that sweet song to me,it just made me smile...:)
posted @ 11:10 PM