My rollercoaster life.
name:Josephine
age:18
location:Singapore
Interest:
Shopping,eating,singing,reading
Fav movies:
Horror,comical,romance
Fav Music:
r&b and pop
My wishlist:
To be independent, focusing more on my studies, respect my mum, be with him as long as fate allows us!
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Sunday, February 11, 2007

My day with dear today was pretty fun. We went swimming together!Dear seems so good in everything.When he swam like one lap already,i had just covered less than half of it.He said i swam the wrong way,he tried teaching me but to no avial.I still swim my old way.haha.Then we went to the jacuzzi,just the 2 of us.I like there cos it's quiet and peaceful,it seems like the world only belong to the both of us.lying in his arms in the water made me felt cosy,i just wish time will be a standstill.

After swimming, we went to shop for his slippers.Many told me that they were envy of my sweet loving relationship but actually we gone through rough times too.Take for example today,while shopping the both of us were kinda pissed off with each other words.It wasnt like this in the past.I guess it's because you had known the person for too long so you tend to take things for granted.

Sometimes i felt that he has changed but after thinking through,it's is not that he has changed,it is just him,his true self.As they say,when you know a person for long,their true colours will reveal.(Im not refering to him only,me,myself too.)I really miss the shy old us when the both of us just wouldnt dare to say or do what we really feel like.And one thing for sure,you will treat him/her like gem and i really mean gem.He will calls you everyday,listens to every words you say,talk in a soft spoken voice,make sure you sleep before he does, and etc that will make you feels that you mean everything to him.It;s not that he had not been treating me well recently,he still does but some things somehow changes.I know it's impossible to return back to the honeymoon period whereby everything seems like fairytale cos everyone got to live up to the fact that each of us are bound to have friction with one another if you are together for long.So i should stop myself from looking back and hoping he will return back to that state cos its so so impossible.

Looking at him dozing off my bed now brought back lots of fond memories that i shared with him.The day he held my hands,the first kiss we had,the many times of "i love you" he said a day,the time when he will wait for me before and after work,buying fish bee hoon from changi village,cookingg cabbage soup together and so on...

Valentine's day is coming and im looking forward to it cos i got a pretty pretty present ready for him.It took me many days and night to complete it..but i know it's all worthwhile.

Okay,i want to hug him to sleep already..hehe goodnight people..

posted @ 1:33 AM